Spergie how? You seem somewhat young so cringe is normal, and dreams like that I'd guess are fairly normal for intuitive weirdos who spend too much time alone.
I say this because I'm the same way, or was. For what it's worth, I used to have a lot of dreams and fantasies like that, imagining scenarios where I'd just talk to people as you described, which seem embarrassing now, and were embarrassing at the time. A few people, my parents included, did think I was possibly autistic, but people I've talked to now say I don't seem that way...make of that whatever you like. I'm definitely still weird, in that if I talked about many of the things I dream and think about I don't think people would like to talk to me, and I suspect I think fairly differently than most people, but I can at least blend in somewhat well now. Judging from my own experience, I guess that if you're still living with your parents, you'll change significantly when you stop. Also, if that's the case, I'd not worry too much about what you're currently like and extrapolating that to the future, but just try to focus on getting out and managing your current situation.



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