Went to the doctors checkup. Found nothing wrong, except I’m 5’8 and weigh 108 pounds apparently. I have no eating disorders btw, COVID probably had something to do with the weight-loss and I’ve always been on the lighter side. So I told my SEI mom (we live together) and ever since she’s been trying to shove food down my throat. She hides my shit and only gives them back if I finished my food she cooked, which is usually a portion size too big. Tried telling her to fuck off but it just made her more mad and think there’s something “wrong”. Not exactly sure but I think she thinks I’m severely depressed or something and needs to be force-fed as a result. I’ve been flushing excess food down the toilet and even though I have no eating disorders it’s starting to feel like it. What a waste.
I just want her to stop. No I can’t move out. Don’t even care if there’s zero understanding or we get mad at each other, I just need this behavior to go away. Also I can gain weight on my own, yes ik it’s important.