The Extended Questionnaire v2.0What do you study or do for a living? How did you come to do that? What do you like or dislike about it?
Ones and zeroes.
What are your values, and why?
Morals are uninteresting. Metaethics are slightly better but still doodoo. Ideology is doomerism. Likes critique. Paganism and agnosticism is good and based. Abrahamic religions and New Atheism is lame.
What else do you do on a daily basis? What are your interests and hobbies? Why do you do them?
Loosely try to fit first half of the day for labor, second half for personal pet projects. I like supporting open source projects, Landian accelerationism, Occultism and Art. I have experimented with many different mediums and it seems like the visual kind is my forte. Music is OK and I dabble, could probably increase skills greatly further pursuing but I prefer to focus efforts on drawing. My writing is horrible horrible bland and wonky. Never again.
Describe your relations with family and friends. What do you like and dislike about them?
Not many. I only consider my brother as family I want to visit when I move. Friends are OK but it's best not to get too attached. I like wackiness and calm durability in folks. Favorite human is an EII.
What do you look for in friends? In romantic relationships?
I don't really look for friends, it just happens. Same with romance. Vitality, fantasy, heartbreaking kindness. This one sounds elitist as hell but must be interesting...
What conflicts have you encountered recently with other people? Why did they happen? Which kinds seem to happen on a regular basis?
I never seek conflict. I feel confident and in control when in conflict. Uncontrolled rage is to be despised and stifled at all cost, has never happened to me yet.
How would your friends describe you?
Quiet. Lazy. Stoic. Laidback. Monotone. Descriptors said by people in the real world.
What do people generally see as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
Other people would say knowledgeable. I am good with fixing things with a guide. I immerse myself in preexisting information on the internet, articles, books, anything when I take interest in a subject. Oddly enough, despite naturally bad vision and a complete disinterest, I have quite a knack for sports. I can easily clear my mind and focus, tensing your body in a state of readiness seemed to be the secret to success.
"Why are you so calm all the time?" This one puzzles me but I'll take it.
What are your weaknesses? What criticism do you often face from others? What do you dislike about yourself?
Besides insecurity, something I think most people experience, probably I am prone to hyping trivial things as “the next big thing” and trying too hard to be quirky. As a result I put on a fake cynicism although deep down I am quite optimistic and giddy about new technologies and potentials. I also do not think well on my feet, and short circuit as a result. People often criticize me for symptoms of social anxiety, bad posture, a dour facial expression, monotone voice. I am trying to be happy with myself.
In what areas of life can you manage well on your own? In what areas of your life would you like help?
I would like to a better, more caring friend.
What things do you dislike doing? What things do you enjoy more than others?
I can spend hours and hours just soaking in beautiful gentle things. I deeply appreciate insightful if unconfident people. They are underrated.
I have to surround myself with books, articles, stimulation. Not necessary a good thing, but hungry appetite for weird funny things.
What goals, aspirations, or plans do you have for the future? How did you come to have them?
Wagecuck until I have enough capital accumulated to escape. A remote job with a free schedule. Infrequent check-ins. Best case scenario is no job, I am so tired.
I want a cute girlfriend, but it's OK if I don't attain one in this lifetime. Live far away from people.
If you had enough money to live comfortably for the rest of your life without working, what would you do with your time?
Art. Join a maker’s space and make some dumb 3D printed projects. A silly trivial nonessential bucket list. The pressure of creating a legacy “just because” seems ridiculous. There can be no greater pleasure than being consumed by maggots and returned to forgotten abyss.
Gonna stop here because I feel sorry for people who have to strain their eyes for waterfalls of text, and I hate them as well. I have filled out more which can be completed in a Pt. 2 if anyone requests. <3