Quote Originally Posted by BandD View Post
"knowledge bearer to the world" and "source of light to the world" sounds like it would put too much pressure on people. Or it's something narcissistic-ish people say when they really want to eat the audience. (Like Jasmine on Angel or Esther Hicks in my novel)

Think of it this way, you are already those things to the people you need to be. 'The world' doesn't have to follow suit. You are trying to become something you already are so no wonder you feel torn in half.

Be easier with yourself. Nobody was made to be a 'light source' unless they are roleplaying a Priest or Paladin as a fantasy. And you are already that way naturally to somebody else I'm sure it doesn't have to be for the 'world', again. =)
thank you, that was really helpful