Originally Posted by Disturbed
OK. I scored 2 on the Kinsey scale, which said I'm predominantly homosexual but more than incidentally homosexual. It was very thought provoking and sexy and made my chest feel so good thinking about for years after my friend (SLE-Ti) farted on my head as it did when when he farted when were in the small car his father was trying to sell. It smelled so good, his legs were so lean, strong, long, and slim, and the way he looked when he opened them and demanded I go as I high as i did and the tactile sensation i felt of the muscles in his legs and and the auditory stimulation and sexual arousal and thought-provoking and pleasant adrenaline rush of him expanding and contracting his butthole. I had an erection after he lifted me off the couch and drop me on the floor, I had thought he was going to get angry but since he didn't even say anything, I guess he didn't notice my erection. I've never told him about it how it made me so horny thinking about it and masturbating about it many, many times since January 2001. So many other things that happened made me horny, but that was just one thing. And of course I want more, but I think ILE-Ti women, the very best looking ones, find me repulsive to their bodies and I don't blame them. If they wanted me to pay them, then it would seem to indicate that they found it a chore, while I'd maybe pay them, I still want to be comforting to them, for my own sense of self-worth and for their own happiness. I'm not really all that into intimacy, and I don't want to fall into that trap of dating, and I hope no one ever lures me into it.