Member Questionnaire 1 (varOz)
What is beauty? What is love?
I can't answer this.
What are your most important values?
Think before you act.
Do you have any sort of spiritual/religious beliefs, and why do you hold (or don't) those beliefs in the first place?
I don't know why I hold on those beliefs.
Opinion on war and militaries? What is power to you?
Without war, we couldn't have attained what we have in the present, with war, there is no mercy.
I cannot give out my thoughts. Surely you will misunderstand.
What have you had long conversations about? What are your interests? Why?
I had no long conversations. And I don't want to talk.
Interested in health/medicine as a conversation topic? Are you focused on your body?
Yes I am. If I have knowledge and the confidence to talk about this topic, I would. You can only make theories with knowledge after all.
And with those knowledge then only would I enjoy such conversation. I am not focused on my body. Frankly, I want death to come to me,
because I am too cowardly to kms.
What do you think of daily chores?
I have an all or nothing personality. Sometimes I want to clean everything, sometimes I want to not do any cleaning at all. It's based on my intuition if I want to. I do think that daily chores are needed to be done, regardless if we don't want to or not. I do doubt myself(by not being ignorant of my thoughts) whether I don't want to do chores. I am procrastinating right now.
Books or films you liked? Recently read/watched or otherwise. Examples welcome.
I mostly read fictional stories, but I am a perfectionist, so it's hard to find a story that is perfect for myself. I cannot watch movies. I feel overwhelmed and lose myself for I don't know the reasons why, but I have a theory that it's about empathy(standing on others shoes).
What has made you cry? What has made you smile? Why?
My unluckiness and imperfections made my cry, my perfections and some nice results made me smile. For instance, the process of doing homeworks and projects make me cry but if the results satisfy my perfectionism, I become happy.
Where do you feel: at one with the environment/a sense of belonging?
Sense of belonging.
What have people seen as your weaknesses? What do you dislike about yourself?
I show my weakness every time. I know how hard it is to have perfectionism, so I lower their expectations on me to avoid disappointment.
What I dislike about myself? My physical being and human interactions.
What have people seen as your strengths? What do you like about yourself?
I'm very secretive. I don't think they know anything about me except my weaknesses. I like how I think, sometimes.
In what areas of your life would you like help?
My physical being and human interactions. I would like help in being more lucky.
Ever feel stuck in a rut? If yes, describe the causes and your reaction to it.
Not in the meantime.
What qualities do you most like and dislike in other people? What types do you get along with?
I have no friends, but I appreciate people who avoid me and make my life easier.
How do you feel about romance/sex? What qualities do you want in a partner?
If ever I want to be with someone, I want an intj or entp. Musician, programmer or psychologist.
If you were to raise a child, what would be your main concerns, what measures would you take, and why?
Their mental health. Based on experience.
A friend makes a claim that clashes with your current beliefs. What is your inward and outward reaction?
My outward reaction would be monotonous. My inward reaction is basically the big picture. I need to think of everything.
Describe your relationship to society. How do you see people as a whole? What do you consider a prevalent social problem? Name one.
I've experienced me vs. world. That even introverts need to act like extroverts, because this is an extroverted world.
How do you choose your friends and how do you behave around them?
I can only choose friends if they have the same MBTI as me because they relate to me. I behave based on their actions. I adapt.
How do you behave around strangers?
I try to act polite and based on their actions. Same with friends.