Quote Originally Posted by Tallmo View Post
I look at the world around me, (houses, trees, the road outside my window etc), and I just try to see it as what it is purely visually, that is only as shapes, colors, objects.
Se

> The Si component is missing.

Si is your relation to what you see from your sensory comfort, your relation to that objective. Also all inner sensations alike pain, touches, ... - as those are your reactions on objective materia

> It's difficult to become aware of it

it's not. Si is the degree you like the material world from sensory point: aestetical, sensory pleasure, sensory comfort. and all inner sensations alike mentioned above

I suppose you need to read a normal Socionics book. The only such in English is by Filatova. When after years you talk about related to you base function as "difficult to become aware of it" is either Si is not your strong function or you do not understand the basics of the theory.