Quote Originally Posted by fresh meat View Post
can’t believe I went through all my coke in one night lol, spent the last of my money onnit but I know I’m gonna end up getting more tomorrow, it has to be a real whole weekend bender
The desire to take things to the limit and beyond is so Sx-first. Just be careful, because both the body and your friends have real limits.

I once thought that coke wasn’t as good as coffee as a stimulant. It’s great as a pain killer and because of that, it should be able to reduce psychological pain, too, but it has a secondary, more subtle (at first) effect. When I was able to do an effectively unlimited amount of the stuff, it removed some blocks I didn’t know I had and turned me into a true sociopath.

It opened a window into into a place that even I think is very, very bad. I haven’t done coke since then, and won’t again.

YMMV.