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    What's your type and what strong unusual fears do you have that are worse for you than average?
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    heights including crossing large bridges
    emotional conflict
    answering the phone / needing to use it
    being assertive
    playing most team sports
    spiders
    gore
    emotional bad news esp. crime and tragedies (because my empathy makes me suffer even as a witness)
    STDs
    needles
    personally falling into poverty / homelessness
    * UPDATED centipedes
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    LSE

    -Failure that can't be fixed
    -Being murdered while sleeping

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    Meaninglessness
    Incoherence
    Loveless existence
    Idleness/Enui
    Not being good enough (personal hangup due to parental issue)
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    Quote Originally Posted by vesstheastralsilky View Post
    heights including crossing large bridges
    emotional conflict
    answering the phone / needing to use it
    being assertive
    playing most team sports
    spiders
    gore
    emotional bad news esp. crime and tragedies (because my empathy makes me suffer even as a witness)
    STDs
    needles
    personally falling into poverty / homelessness
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    I don't know what I fear more than other people because I don't know how much other people fear things >>>> this kind of ambiguity/confusion makes me panicky though. In general.

    Fucking centipedes, definitely

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    Not being allowed to isolate myself.
    Being perpetually mindless and exhausted from lack of sleep.
    Insanity.
    Losing control of my emotions.
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    Dying in a world worse than the one I experienced as a kid
    Going insane
    The increasingly dystopian developed world
    Extraterrestrials (I've seen a UFO before)
    The logarithmic experience of time
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    @prowthin
    >The logarithmic experience of time
    This has always been deeply interesting to me, and i've wondered a lot
    as a child about how, phenomenologically, ''time flies by''. It captured my mind even when very young.

    Why does it scare you?

    ''Time is a child playing draughts, the kingly power is a child's.''

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    Death of or loosing loved ones
    Getting cancer or chronically sick
    Alzheimer’s
    Free falling
    Snakes

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    Being in restrictive environment where you can't wander off doing whatever you want.
    Being tied down.
    Being locked into somewhere and having no way to escape.
    Having too much physical pressure put on you.

    You'll get the drift.
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    Quote Originally Posted by prowthin View Post
    Dying in a world worse than the one I experienced as a kid
    Going insane
    The increasingly dystopian developed world
    Extraterrestrials (I've seen a UFO before)
    The logarithmic experience of time
    Please tell me more about this encounter with a UFO.
    ----- FarDraft, 2019

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    I'm scared of bees.

    Not that unusual but I promise you it's worst than average.

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    Quote Originally Posted by para View Post
    @prowthin
    >The logarithmic experience of time
    This has always been deeply interesting to me, and i've wondered a lot
    as a child about how, phenomenologically, ''time flies by''. It captured my mind even when very young.

    Why does it scare you?

    It scares me because I see less value in each part of the year because it feels faster than last time. When I was younger, I was able to really soak up each situation life gave me and form a strong impression around it and now I can't do that anymore. The world felt like a rich, aesthetically flavorful place where each day felt distinct even though I just lived in a small town in humid, tropical Florida. I tried to figure out what my favorite hour of the day was. Now each day feels like nothing and it will only get worse at a faster pace. Besides that, I feel tricked by the objective measurements of age and I feel like I have been rekt by not learning about that stuff earlier in life so I wouldn't have taken it for granted.
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    I used to have triskaidekaphobia. I got over it. Most fears I had were during a period of OCD which I had treated with CBT.

    I do sleep with the lights on but it is a long story I am tired of telling. I don't like public speaking.

    I think enneagram covers basic fears well. I don't think I have any pathological fear at this time. Will update if I get one.

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    Quote Originally Posted by FarDraft View Post
    Please tell me more about this encounter with a UFO.
    Well, a few years ago my family and I were in the car driving back from the beach and there was a sort of lip-shaped object flying in front of the sunset. All of us saw it and my mom's ex took a picture of it.
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    Quote Originally Posted by ashlesha View Post
    I don't know what I fear more than other people because I don't know how much other people fear things >>>> this kind of ambiguity/confusion makes me panicky though. In general.

    Fucking centipedes, definitely
    Centipedes (hate them)! lol I scroll past that old movie quickly because I don't even want to see the centipede man or whatever it was called. Where I used to live they were common. I don't see them anymore but now there are palmetto bugs. *cringe* These things creep me out more than scare me but I get it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Aylen View Post
    Centipedes (hate them)! lol I scroll past that old movie quickly because I don't even want to see the centipede man or whatever it was called. Where I used to live they were common. I don't see them anymore but now there are palmetto bugs. *cringe* These things creep me out more than scare me but I get it.
    They don't seem like they're part of the natural world. You could say that about a lot of bugs or underwater creatures that look weird I guess. But to me centipedes seem uniquely alien. They just don't belong here. They belong in hell.

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    Quote Originally Posted by ashlesha View Post
    They don't seem like they're part of the natural world. You could say that about a lot of bugs or underwater creatures that look weird I guess. But to me centipedes seem uniquely alien. They just don't belong here. They belong in hell.
    Yeah, I forgot to include them on my list.

    Ok now I've got the heebie jeebies and am officially creeped out.
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    betrayal, sometimes i get noided about the idea of people im close to (or was) revealing my secrets. or being cheated on idk

    also math

    edit: being misunderstood

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    Quote Originally Posted by prowthin View Post
    Extraterrestrials (I've seen a UFO before)
    UFO doesn't necessarily mean extraterrestrials.

    You've probably sighted the newest experimental top secret flying device from the US Air Force.

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    Many things.

    Seeing an actual ghost
    The Dark
    The Unknown
    Dying a paindul death
    Being conscious of the moment I know I am about to die
    Fast moving, poisonous anything biting me
    Sticking my feet in something, like a kayak, and getting bit by a spider
    People publicly sharing very private and secret things about me
    Contemplation of nonexistence
    My kids dying
    My love loving someone else

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    Quote Originally Posted by aster View Post
    Death of or loosing loved ones
    Getting cancer or chronically sick
    Alzheimer’s
    Free falling
    Snakes
    I fear the same things. I witnessed Alzheimer's desease of a member of my own family and now I fear getting old.

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    "The world is a simulation" "reality isn't real" kinda stuff
    Not fun, no please

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    Quote Originally Posted by Black Velvet View Post
    Being conscious of the moment I know I am about to die
    Contemplation of nonexistence
    I straight up sit around thinking about these things sometimes to try to inoculate myself... but I don't think it's really possible to prepare.

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    Quote Originally Posted by ashlesha View Post
    I straight up sit around thinking about these things sometimes to try to inoculate myself... but I don't think it's really possible to prepare.
    Inner peace, tranquility, and acceptance may help, but I'm afraid I'm not living unless I think about death some of the time, and thinking about it makes you think about how one is never ready. I have had a few instances(non suicidal) when I thought I could die at that moment and be completely ok with it. It was fleeting, but peaceful. I will probably have more of these as I age.

    Not thinking about it at all or thinking about it all the time would not be living imo, but the occassional contemplation is very living and very human.

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    Quote Originally Posted by prowthin View Post
    Well, a few years ago my family and I were in the car driving back from the beach and there was a sort of lip-shaped object flying in front of the sunset. All of us saw it and my mom's ex took a picture of it.
    Can't conclude it's a UFO. That's neat, though.
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    Seems more like an UOE (unknown optical effect) than an UFO (unidentified flying object).

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    stictly speaking, if it's an object that was flying and isn't identified, then it's a UFO
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    Depends on how you want to define 'object'.
    ''Time is a child playing draughts, the kingly power is a child's.''

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    Quote Originally Posted by para View Post
    Depends on how you want to define 'object'.
    A thing, made of stuff.
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    Biggest fear would be to go insane.

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    - chronic sickness or other debilitating condition
    - insects
    - getting old (not something I can stop)
    - people judging me personally and talking behind my back
    - bad life choices or that I won't be able to fix them
    - fire (well, not every kind of course, but I don't want to get burnt)
    - people who use their knowledge about me to hurt me or take advantage of me (especially if they seem to know too much)
    - people who are too stupid for their own good and hurting themselves and other people because of their wrong and harmful beliefs
    There's more of that but I don't want to think about it for now.

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    Pics of my buttcrack, or otherwise embarrassing or ugly photos, being posted on social media

    Small, cute furry animals being hurt

    Becoming fat again

    Being late to work

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    Quote Originally Posted by hag View Post
    also math
    something does not add up.


    Fear of math. That is very interesting. It stems from not understanding the core and then you are forced to continue... to build on top of not understood information.
    Sol mb F type due to his inability to think alternatives.


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    Quote Originally Posted by Oppai Anschluss View Post
    stictly speaking, if it's an object that was flying and isn't identified, then it's a UFO
    You're not wrong. I should be more careful. Let's say instead that we can't conclude whether or not it's related to extraterrestrials in any reasonable way.
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    Powerlessness, everything else is connected. It's the fear at the heart of it all.
    "The society that separates its scholars from its warriors will have its thinking done by cowards and its fighting by fools." ―Thucydides



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