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♛♛♛ 𝔓𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔰𝔰 𝔬𝔣 𝔐𝔞𝔦𝔷𝔢𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔫 ♛♛♛
I’ve been wondering about this for days (obsession and sx), first when I saw on another thread, and then it got brought up here. So I figured I might as well comment.
Basically I’m a pretty obsessive person, sometimes to my own detriment, and I’m almost certain I’m sx last. I started getting like this when I was pretty young and would get obsessed about a topic, a book genre, a person, or even collecting things. I feel like I’d zone in on that thing and everything else would disappear. I couldn’t turn it off. I think it’s even scared people off before lol. They thought it was weird I think because I could get interested in some pretty esoteric stuff. I lost my childhood best friend over me being like this, but I think I tried being (a bit) more discreet about it after that. But if I get into a topic, I’ll for instance read a ton of books on it, and I’ll likely read them fast, like maybe 3 a week, and find everything I can on google about it. I have to let myself burn out. Sometimes it takes a while to do.
So, yeah, I don’t get it. I thought either I’m not sx last (not likely), people that can be sx last can be obsessive (which I think is true), this is a manifestation of bigger issues for me (which might also be true), or perhaps the nature of my obsessions is different than those experienced with sx (possibly true), but I see it as both a gift and a curse since I have learned a lot from my obsessive nature.
♓︎ 𝓅𝒾𝓈𝒸𝑒𝓈 ☉ ♓︎ 𝓅𝒾𝓈𝒸𝑒𝓈 ☾
♍︎ 𝓋𝒾𝓇𝑔𝑜 𝓇𝒾𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 ♍︎
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