what are you listening to?

[Adam Strange]

[chriscorey]

[user123]

[qaz00]

[Aquamarine]

14 year old me used to listen to this all night and think about my crush lol

[The Joker The Fool]

drone ambient to keep the good thoughts flowing

[user123]

[Nunki]

[peteronfireee2]

[Adam Strange]

When I'm shopping over at the grocery store, why don't they play this?



Or this? This song brings back memories of when the acid started to take hold. I mean, that's nostalgia, right?

[thistle]

[chriscorey]

[chriscorey]

[chriscorey]

My SLE brother and I were at the store the other day and a guy was hitting on me. He told the guy "She's my older sister but I'm her big brother" My SLE brother always ask me "Why are we so the same but different? Why can't we cry?" We both want to cry. Everyone always said we were twins. He had his friends beat up this guy for hitting on me when I was drunk. We just love eachother and have a bond that kills Fi PoLR. He's very protective...

Jesus he almost put a hit on our ESI brother and then decided against it because family.

[chriscorey]

I'm going to eat breakfast tomorrow, which I never DO.

[chriscorey]

This song was playing on the radio while my SLE brother was being born.

[chriscorey]

*head bangs* that beat though...

[14Raptor19]

[qaz00]

[chriscorey]

[chriscorey]

[marooned]

[thistle]

[qaz00]

[Hot Scalding Gayser]

I don't completely agree with Randy Rainbow's politics or anything but this video was great:

[aixelsyd]

[chriscorey]

You should not get nervous just because I call another guy hot. FFS

[chriscorey]

I used to sit outside and stare at the telephone pole in my yard with the number 16 on it. I'd listen to the same song over and ever. I didn't know why I had this imaginary friend.
https://www.cnn.com/2020/02/11/world...rnd/index.html

This was the song

[Braingel]

[Braingel]

Sometimes, I truly believe I am one of the only people who sees how fucked up humanity is. There are others, but where I live specifically, you have next to no one aware.. I live in the prime of entertainment industry, not too afar from Hollywood.

People seem truly blind. I just see them as brainwashed and under the control of the government.. Not at all seeing what on-goes, too caught up within the trivial matters of life and their daily, immediate needs where they do not even have time to reflect and think, to step up and see from higher ground.

Of course this is in part of me being an Ni base, leading with the ability to watch trends and pattern, and then my core is four... But it is not just that.. I think there is truth in fact most people, at least where I specifically live, are unaware, almost blind. Some may just choose directly to ignore, seeing they cannot amount to a do of anything, unless enough of a body moves the mass.

They are indifferent to suffering and to the lies of this world- political and economic, environmental.. Psychological. They cannot even tell a victim from an abuser. And also that abusers have been victim at time given. Maybe because their ego wants believe things intentionally happen and they cannot accept there is a bigger picture, given the mental state of pain they are in, but that is they key to freeing all from pain, so humanity realize and gains awareness so that the action can make for change.

[chriscorey]

[Braingel]

Being surrounded by immense Ni PolR can also be giving illusion that makes it appear as if someone is aware, and they can be aware of more everyday matters, but they are not in the interconnected sense and of the things that govern the living,, and as well as the truths and real root. They cannot see. This world wants cut the trees down, out of fear of the taller ruling trees being overpowered and losing their access to the sun, the center of life..

The educational system dulls people down, I see it, not even allowing oneself to tap into the other half of brain, limiting the kind of thinking, trying make of others prone to the thinking of group and everyday..

[Braingel]

Oh my, I just posted in the wrong thread, I just realized..

[chriscorey]

show your friends that you and meeeeeeeeeee

[Braingel]

But a continuation quickly, could it be that society breeds others in way to not value Ni? Those of us who somehow turn out just have the genes that are strong enough to withstand.. Autism already is interlinked with Socionics Ni base, and there are fewer of us, we can be adaptation to help society survive and surmount.. Beta as a Quadra appears most aware of pertinent societal issue, which is expected-- given our Fe averting on collective whole of our society, and the Ni allowing a cutting through to core and seeing things as are with pattern and trend, measuring assessment of time and focusing on whole span, not just an immediacy as how say, my ESE mother who always tells me the past does not matter, does. I even see some SLE who have this awareness, their Ni suggestive... Despite being sensory averted and weak in Ni, they still value the idea of its sight. Unlike us Ni higher, they generally really on other people to get the insights (rather than observe and intuit their own self the realizations), but they still value it.

[Braingel]

the educational system tries neuter Ni and fantasy, using ability in pattern. It sprus out at you, te, being technical and to be a follower.. It neuters all intuitive function, especially Ni, and if any credence is given to an intuitive function, it is Ne. It wants source, evidence, sources.. It wants technical method, never averting uponwhy.


So it is no wonder why most people turn out Te, given China and America are some of most populated nation and heavily are Te in educational (and economical and health) matters.

[Braingel]

The Ni suggestive sees the worth of Ni, so even if it cannot generally reach conclusion on its own, it does not ignore the realizations that its Ni sources it seeks out. Whereas people like my mother and father, Ni PolR's, they just cannot see it, it hurts them, is painful. They can only focus on the immediate and their senses are sucked in, and their suggestive is Ne and wants explore the immediate things outside, not the inner contemplation of truth and what is.

[Braingel]

But a continuation quickly, could it be that society breeds others in way to not value Ni? Those of us who somehow turn out just have the genes that are strong enough to withstand.. Autism already is interlinked with Socionics Ni base, and there are fewer of us, we can be adaptation to help society survive and surmount.. Beta as a Quadra appears most aware of pertinent societal issue, which is expected-- given our Fe averting on collective whole of our society, and the Ni allowing a cutting through to core and seeing things as are with pattern and trend, measuring assessment of time and focusing on whole span, not just an immediacy as how say, my ESE mother who always tells me the past does not matter, does. I even see some SLE who have this awareness, their Ni suggestive... Despite being sensory averted and weak in Ni, they still value the idea of its sight. Unlike us Ni higher, they generally really on other people to get the insights (rather than observe and intuit their own self the realizations), but they still value it.

The neurodiversity of an autistic or adhd brain can make for one deviating and not paying attention in class, thus not as much getting drilled into, Te. More likely to grow into an intuitive, with the focus more being in one's mind whilst in class.

[The Joker The Fool]

I got into ambient music by chance when I was a child and put into therapy for anger issues- they played mostly classical stuff. I liked it a lot on road trips.

Hadn't listened to anything like that again until middle school when I got some kind of deal with the sony walkman mp3 player where I could get some songs for free. The first ambient music that I ever really got into of my own accord was Stefan Torto's Astral Visions, and I don't remember how I found it But my taste eventually adapted over years of accumulating such mind expanding aesthetics.

I have fond memories of listening to Astral Visions when first exploring the mountains when we moved here, and with my new dog Shadow. We got lost and had to drag ourselves through endless bushes and boulders to get back to the trail lol. Now I know my way around the mountain completely.

[qaz00]