Probablly no one is too interested but i just came across something very meaningful to me on a russian site. It probablly wont relate to anyone except possibly topaz or traveller. The passage states
Frequently the behavior of men -.ENFP whisks away to caricature ISTJ - to such an extent it is desirable them to appear courageous and strong. But in this case they suffer the dual defeat: by them badly succeeds strange role and, furthermore, they are deprived of the possibility to start their main advantages.
I had recently came to this conclusion myself, that i was portraying fake and now i know that this is definately what i was doing. I was acting tough and not letting anyone in, and it wasn't really working. The funny thing is my dad is an ISTj. So if even normal ENFp's have a drive to act courageous in this way i am probablly even more so. Lol so heres Meatburger an ENFp with an overactive function.
Anyway thanks to Socionics for giving me direction. I just dont know how to not act courageous and strong and still not be a pussy. I will work this out
The lesson to be learnt from this is to be yourself!