I am not sure if she could have done anything differently. She had a hard time when her friendship with her then trusted EIE friend broke apart for good and he started saying horrible things about her to everyone who knew her, creating a huge nasty drama which was partially based on truth. She says she is extremely angry at herself why should she have trusted such a strange person in the first place and why she should experiment with thim. She said she always was a private person and had hardly any close friends and it is the first time in her life she gets so close to someone she tells all her truth (to me). That makes her Si vibrate I think. Also, she is now in a relationship with SEE. She had thanked me to help her win him but the bad thing is that he was also partially connected to the weird EIE guy, so she somehow wanted to boycott everything related to that period of her life and spend times only with her new relationship (that I understand). The SEE also was worried that she is telling me everything and he didn't want that (my own impression). We have met only once in the past three months (after all the drama) and decided that everything between us is solved and we are still good friends. She mentioned somethings about her sexual life and that for her it was always a question whether she is a normal girl with feminine needs and now she is finally accepting the differences between man and woman and stuff like that. She also mentioned things about her not being a homosexual (which I though was relating to her conversations about me with SEE because SEEs tend to be more flexible when it comes to gender related experimenting and maybe he thought we are romantically interested in each other and that is why we became so fast so close friends, which is false). Up to now I am slightly offended by that since I am a heterosexual woman in a great relationship with an LSE since about a year and she knows that very well. Anyways. Supervisory stuff. Always similar. The friendship has lost its original color but perhaps someday it will gain a different but much more exciting new color. She also feels it is different, yes. I told her I would understand if she wants to delete any person who was present in the secret-revealing drama scenes of the dark six months of her life (that's how she thinks of it). She also says they haven't tried to solve or really discuss about it with her boyfriend because everytime they did so, it ended up hitting some really bad nerves of them both and they tend to ignore it and live with it as it is. It is complicated. Sigh.



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