was it? I've always wondered what victimy even looks like; I was just trying to cut to the core of the issue because I feel like if I don't say precisely what I mean and think is going on then I'm partially responsible for leading people on. and my goal there was not to encourage this sort of thing, but I guess I failed...but I don't think its all bad cause I think some good points are being made in the process

I feel like beta and gamma have this thing where they're struggling for power, and it may seem by just telling it how I see it I'm participating in that, but that's really not my motivation... I'm just trying to figure things out not brainwash people into thinking Im SLI because I get off on it or something to that effect. Although I will say that I hope gamma wins, if Im being honest, but that Ill come by it honestly not as a result of some crazy game. like I don't want to play, I want off that ride. I want the whole world off that ride