I mean, I can break it down some more. The seeking recognition and praise - this is
with some
. So this is something that Te ego types are basically oblivious to, let alone seek out purposely.
"I found out that it keeps me on my toes when someone writes like that, so I copied it hoping that it draws attention to my thoughts, too."
Again this shows attention to
-
is more than just emotional expression, it has to do with the form of a message that is conveyed, crafting it in such a way that it will be more convincing, more interesting, more palatable to people, etc. The fact that you don't actually lol when you type lmao is completely secondary (this is probably true for most people anyways).
"Combat and gender correlate. War, military, power structures - it's a masculine system based on an oedipal society."
You have tons of stereotypical
interests: art, culture, fashion, Freudian-type psychoanalysis. Attribution of some deeper psychological motivation is very
-- with
here because it relates to society on a grander scale.
comes with that as well.
"I tend to dream a lot when performing chores, I'm never entirely present in general."
Intuitive, probably
>
"I like my depth." more FeNi
"When I'm around people who are good at socializing, I feel helped.... I'm a deliberate hermit sometimes"
This is perfectly normal for an Ni ego type actually. "Socializing" actually involves a big element of Se as well.
"I get along with people pleasers, active people, loud and talkative ones, cuddly ones. They're straightforward and easy to approach. They can be chaotic and hyperactive, touchy-feely, a little invasive here, a little charming there. I sync well with volatile personalities. Rigidity... no. I want to be entertained."
Altogether this is very Beta. "Volatile" is a good word for many Betas. Invasive - Se, entertained - Fe.
"As for qualities, I value someone supportive, they prioritize me. For instance, I want to be looked at attentively. I want respect for what I do. What else... Physical presence is important, I want to be close to them in every sense of the word."
Again this goes back to the general theme of seeking attention and recognition. Beta rationals often expect a very tight bond in relationships, someone you can rely on.
"Everything I'd want my child to be is a personal projection so I'll be careful."
This shows again you tend to see things in terms of psychology and motivations. goldenbane often uses similar language. This also implies denial that certain things are objectively more valuable than others (
with some
perhaps).
"My snarky humor comes out sometimes, I think it's a defense mechanism"
ditto
"Generally, I am observant and keep my distance." Ni
"deep down, I want to challenge the law."
This idea of consciously challenging a system is much more Beta than Gamma. As I've mentioned before, Gammas tend to just ignore rules that get in the way as much as they can, rather than trying to "take them on" and destroy them like Betas (something which is inherently less efficient and based on a principled stance).
"Long story short, I view rules in an ambivalent/caught between two stools type of way. I'm also confused."
Normal for
ego and
superid.
I agree with Joy's general points about Se but I'm not sure why she thinks you have 2D Fe. The points about being somewhat silent on Ti could also apply to Ti Suggestive.