
Originally Posted by
BulletsAndDoves
btw the stuff in bold is things I relate to.
-I hate when people tell me what to do. I immediately resist and it comes out as an authority complex I think, but I just really don't like when people order me around. It makes me want to do the opposite of what I was told to do. I'm very, very stubborn.
-I enjoy change and need to switch things up once in awhile. If I'm stagnant I will start to feel stuck and sad. I very easily extricate myself from things and actually have an issue sticking with something.
-I refuse people's help very often. I don't like to admit that I need help and prefer to solve issues on my own. Interestingly enough, people help me anyway. Friends are always helping me by cooking for me and feeding me, etc. It's annoying and I sound like a brat but I really don't ask for it and it makes me feel incompetent.
-I'm very often in a battle between what people want from me and what I want to do for myself. I very often do what others want me to do because I want to be liked and respected.
-I'm always restless. I'm the "anywhere but here" girl.
-I enjoy relaxing in the moment and to feel myself in the environment. Listening to music in a crowded street especially helps me with this.
-I play victim. A lot. (we're not victims they are just assholes hehe)
-I have no patience for critical assholes. I don't judge my friends and I ask them to not judge me. In this way I constantly wish to feel free around people but I rarely do because I always feel slightly judged.
-I strive to understand my motivations and to have a deeper sense of self.
-I often feel as though everyone is demanding something of me and I give everything away, only to have no insides left to survive.
-I loooooooove privacy and when people try to get in my space best believe they get my stubbornness.
-I usually play the role within friendships as the listener and the cheerleader. I enjoy helping people with career advice and things for their future.
-I am plagued by wasting time