I always form good friendships with ILE and LII males. And SEEs of all genders. (but mostly female I think)

I actually hate calling anybody my bud though, more realistically people are just allies in life for what you need at the time. I am too wary to show affection to ppl these days as I kinda would rather just be in my own bubble- and I have this dark side thing where I always feel like I will love them more than they love me anyway so what's the point. I know Starfall used to have a poem in her sig 'let the kinder one be me' but I feel too much like a chump doing that- I really wish I could find somebody that had a more powerful heart than even me and I could be the sadistic asshole for a change. That would actually be nice.