Quote Originally Posted by Resonare View Post

I'm terrible at improvising, hence why I'm always anticipating the near future. Sometimes I sort of enjoy it though...being dragged into the moment and fighting my way through so I can emerge as the victor. When I was a kid (4-9) I was highly confrontational and used to get into fights all the time, well that is until my parents started beating the shit out of me until I stopped. To this day they talk about it as if it's something to be proud of when it's their stupidity that stopped me from standing up to my bullies in high school because, knowing my ignoramus of a father, he would probably attempt to punish me for standing up for myself. It sounds ridiculous but this is the type of fool that found out I was being bullied, came home and told everyone in my immediate family and then proceeded to do absolutely nothing about it. Anyway, enough about that bastard, I'm sick at the thought of having to share the same sky as him let alone writing about him.
I take it that your father is still alive?

People are not always aware of the ramifications of their behavior and actions towards others or what impacts they make. It's an unfortunate part of some relationships.