Quote Originally Posted by Aylen View Post
I have been quick to sacrifice those things in the clutches of my first instinct. I could say I have taken them for granted. I am trying to be more appreciative of the these things because in the past I have walked away from everything I owned to satisfy first instinct, without regret. There were also periods of domestic bliss during that time. I think that is why I am better suited with an sp/sx type to help me stay grounded. I have longer periods of domesticity with an sp/sx than any sx first. For me getting into romantic relationships with another sx first is like playing with fire. My instinct, I think, is stereotypical in the sense that I would give everything up for that intense one on one connection with another human being (when it is reciprocated) even if it means going down in flames.

Rising like a phoenix from the ashes is a main theme for me.
yea i'm definitely not like the bolded, but that is what i expect to see from sx-firsts. it would be unlikely for me to give up all of my material security for a relationship - it's more like, i'd try to bring that other special person into my sp world, make them a part of it.