So let me get some input on whether this signifies delta Fi or LII awkwardness.

Most of the time when I interact with people, I don't know if I uphold the group feeling. I've seen a few videos of LIIs in action, I can't say I'm like them. I'm more forced with my smiles, I understand the cues of social reaction, whether I'm supposed to pity the person, be sad for them, smile for them, etc. But this all feels...forced. I can barely hold my smile long enough to cover the moment required by the latest statement, let alone the entire situation. Some people do cause me to feel better...but then, only slightly. Typically I'm pretty serious in how I come off, I think, with very little (natural) facial feedback to what the other person is putting out. I can always follow what they're wanting from me, but I don't often feel the necessary emotions to create an authentic feeling about it. Sometimes, with these people who cause me to feel better, I will get into their mood, their feeling, a little bit, but still slow as molasses because I'm trying to consciously process how I should react. I usually can't do things for group feeling. I guess I can separate myself into two modes: one where I am talkative and joking, and one where I am focused and analytic. When I'm in one mood, I dislike the attempts of people to get me to go into the other mood. These moods tend to happen depending on my own, weirdly flowing moods, sometimes I choose to be more suggestive to the influence of other people and willing to let them influence me, most of the time I am in the mood just because I'm just feeling that certain mood. I can be a very different person depending. Sometimes really good jokes or really good conversations can shift me from one mode to the other, but in this case, I feel like I "want" to shift moods, so that it happens to where it lifts my mood at the same time.

Eh...I have the feeling that I've written too much. I could write more, but I want to keep it user friendly if possible.