Mmm I don't mind having no relationship with her. I've tried to distance myself before and she seems to always come back to me. Every time before that I've tried to just be friends, she's the one who's tried to make it a relationship thing. I have my reasons for not dating her. I'd like to just be friends but it seems impossible. I enjoy being friends with her and chatting, so by getting a bit closer in the relationship again, it's not completely vengeful or anything. I don't think pushing her away or simply ignoring in the manner I do is 'torturing' her really, as she is much more versed in these 'games' than I am.
I suppose it would be better to break things off completely, if the friendship thing isn't going to work out, but it's easier said than done. I've known this girl for 9 years now, and have a lot of fun memories going back to high school that I share with her.



