Lovely change in topic from whatever those swarming things are.
Interesting what you say about IEE being particular about so many things aligning. I guess I am that way. When I met SLI, I already knew so much aligned from our years of writing.
Yes, activity relations are good. Especially when you do stuff together. With my LSE brother, putting on a big holiday meal together is nice since we work along side each other well, or better yet, when we cross country ski sometimes in the winter.
Thanks, this is the truth! Extremely aggreesive is not an exaggeration, apparently. Its exhausting. I need Delta-NF peace and love. Seriously. Peace and love mark the Delta NFs I know and not aggression. That is my experience.
Clearly! But why??Thats what is puzzling.
Oh, my gosh, I got some peace and love this week. Some maybe Delta peace and love from my new friend who is maybe IEE. Theother was Alpha peace adn love from my old freind who is SEI.
SEI offered to help me with my heaps and heaps of sewing projects that I got myself too deep in with my too much inspiration. I didn't ask her. It never occurred to me to. But she has done this before, offering me help. She is such a genuinely caring, kind and helpful person! I drove to her country house with my sewing machine and she joined me with her sewing machine in a marathon. So encouraging. Her ILE husband was home and he is so awesome. I love them. Her offer to help me was such a gift. She is the most sympathetic and dear person ever.
My other worry this week has been my plan to haul a U-Haul when I see SLI this week. But I have never hauled a trailer and this is not feeling like an adventure at all - I just felt dread. Even though it was my idea (I have furniture I am bringing for staging). New IEE(?) friend called as she is staying here while I go, and I talked about my need to find the best price for a hitch and have it installed before i can go, and she said, "You know, my Rav4 has a hitch, why don't I drive alongside you and haul your stuff?" Can you believe that? Its nearly 6 hours from here! Who offers that?? She is an extremely faith filled person, one reason we are fast friends when we just met, since I can so relate to her faith journey, (in her case, her cancer bout strengthened her faith). I know she likes to live service but I never woudl have dreamed of asking anyone to do this for me.
She drove me today to pick up a mattress I am bringing from a discount store. When they were tying it to her roof rack, she said, "You know, why don't I just drive it down there today, and come back, since I am already off work this weekend?" (She had thought of taking the day off this week for me!).
Well I talked her out of driving today; she is driving in the morning. She helped me see I could save money on the trailer by eliminating two things ["Ok, Jesus", I said to her as I am acknowleging God sent me to her and I believe is helping me and is speaking to me through her. Then I cannot believe how much we fit in her Rav4 when we packed it up tonight. She leaves in the morning. I still am in awe. And I am so thankful to God because I have been frozen with worry sometimes this past month wondering how I was going to take all this on. Applejacks and others suggested I get help to get things done, and that was Jesus again probably but I didn't hear them. So He had to send me two people to offer their help.
I can hardly believe the two things I was so worried about are all taken care of now. God is so good.
As IEE(?) pulled out with her RAV filled with my stuff, I was feeling like I do not deserve this. But then, its not about me, but about who God is.




Thats what is puzzling.
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