being drunk is good if you are naturally anxious and overthink everything. i remember being drunk one time and wanting to just do more shit, not anything dangerous but just simple things like play out in the yard, go on the swing set, talk to people easier. Alcohol in moderation is wonderful, it's like ... self-confidence in a bottle. Like anything good you can abuse it, become so self-confident that you turn reckless.

But I need alcohol just to deal with most people and their BS. I'm a sensitive guy okay. The booze makes dealing with all of you people twenty times easier.