No. Im out for blood.
Hey first off just from your name, maybe you need some hugging with lsd Usually helps with life suckkingg.
I bet all the attention you get from the ieis in this thread even though without looking at this thread you will be noticed that the fuck is what the iei wants and your way of aproaching will be counter to getting the fuck away from the iei what your subconcious mind doesnt want in any case.
So the ieis playing hot and cold shit according to the stereotype of iei/sle behavior dynamic which ofc im expert of let me tell you. So the hot and cold in the iei is your mind not being totally certain about wanting the iei. But the problem would be that if you were totally certain of wanting the iei- No iei would want you
So this hot and coldness is ofc the rule. And no relationship that is monogamistic by aproach can make it alive in this coming of the day.
And this is one living in a monogamistic relationship waiting for the collapse
I don't get it. You two weren't even seeing each other and yet you think you have the right to be an ass to her because she flirts with other guys? Duality is not to blame for your inappropriate feelings, I.e. jealousy. Where did you hear that?
For the record, I support all attempts to ruin her life, as long as it's funny.
Hey Hey Hey Hey! Chill out octo, whats with all the hostility lul. Like I said its not a big deal anymore. I won't ever be mad again, at least not on the outside. On the inside though, its all rage.![]()
As for talking to her, I tried and tried again but she ignores me. So i'll just leave her be for now and stay busy.
Oh okay. And for the record, macho fantasy...getting revenge that will make me happy? No. Im stuck like this. Permanently. Its not going to make me happy, i've given up on true happiness.
My life has been pretty fucked up. I was always the gentle but slightly wild happy go lucky kid who downplayed his desires because he cared about what everyone thought, but who would get very depressed and cold because he would always get walked on, bullied, betrayed, you name it since people like to take advantage of the weak. I always knew I could be just as ruthless, but I didn't want to succumb to that because I wanted to be seen as a good guy and really cared about people.
Now im the happy go lucky guy that doesn't give a fuck.
This recent thing with this IEI is just the turning point, its not the only thing that happened. I've suffered alot of emotional and physical abuse from even a very early age, so much that no child should EVER have to go through. I mean its not like im handicapped or was raped or whatever, but even then nobody would want to go through what I went through, nor would they survive. My will has been the only thing that has kept me alive and sane.
Last edited by Leader; 08-26-2012 at 05:24 PM.
“I tell you, freedom and human rights in America are doomed. The U.S. government will lead the American people in — and the West in general — into an unbearable hell and a choking life. - Osama bin Laden
Damn, you're still awesome, JWC3. I seriously do not know how you do that.
Last edited by Azure Flame; 11-11-2012 at 03:56 AM.
Perfect<------------------------------------------------------------------------------>Loops and Tings
Ambivert / Aggressor / Trailblazer / Nomad / Alpha Caretaker / Free Spirit / Kevlar Speed Demon / Ninja
That's about the same path I've seen other SLE's take. Vengeful pua's. It saddens me.
One thing I feel I'm starting to learn, is that when you like them more when you're away from them than when you're actually with them, its unrequited. So just something to look out for.
Perfect<------------------------------------------------------------------------------>Loops and Tings
Ambivert / Aggressor / Trailblazer / Nomad / Alpha Caretaker / Free Spirit / Kevlar Speed Demon / Ninja
PUA = Pick Up Artist. So far he has been complaining about loneliness, hot & cold games of IEI and other things. Nobody in the forum seems to like him. It's probably to much to assume Agee/Leader/Life sucks/Happy-Go Lucky has got it. Nobody also has seen a picture of him so he is probably ugly too.
“I tell you, freedom and human rights in America are doomed. The U.S. government will lead the American people in — and the West in general — into an unbearable hell and a choking life. - Osama bin Laden
Isn't IEI INFp? well that sucks. can't please em all. (sociomon!) I want to say its all deliberate to piss people off and drive them nuts like here. Heres a game: how many people can you piss off eventually by playing these feelery games on them? last man standing.
sorry for lame
Perfect<------------------------------------------------------------------------------>Loops and Tings
Ambivert / Aggressor / Trailblazer / Nomad / Alpha Caretaker / Free Spirit / Kevlar Speed Demon / Ninja
Yeah. All SLE's complain about that stuff whether they admit it or not. And this forum doesn't seem to like very many of the SLE's as I've witnessed. I'm starting to see why. I hope kicking people when they're down isn't what you intended on doing, or how you feel good about yourself.
Pickup artists are usually losers and do it for several reasons. I merely listed one of them.
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Perfect<------------------------------------------------------------------------------>Loops and Tings
Ambivert / Aggressor / Trailblazer / Nomad / Alpha Caretaker / Free Spirit / Kevlar Speed Demon / Ninja
@Leader
one more thing I wanted to add. The best relationship advice I ever got was from an ENFj (or possibly an esi, I have no idea anymore).
"If you like someone, give'em everything you got. If they don't like it, it isn't meant to be. Find someone else."
Perfect<------------------------------------------------------------------------------>Loops and Tings
Ambivert / Aggressor / Trailblazer / Nomad / Alpha Caretaker / Free Spirit / Kevlar Speed Demon / Ninja
Wrong. Wrong. Wrong, especially the ugly part. Anyways, its been like 7 months chasing her. I practically got her, just have to ask her out now. Which is...harder than I expected because my feelings for her are too strong, don't want to fuck this up. But im going to do it, have to....I need to, can't stand not having her any longer, im about to explode.
Wait a moment, you blew up in cinnamon ribbons and had to post that on this forum, knowing what you're going to do but wanting input? A bit funny. Oh well, never got SLEs anyway.
Hmm, it does sound a little intense. Just be upfront, talk to them and enjoy their company. Make some moves with no regrets. Just do what's genuine and don't try to force it. If it takes everything you have to be upfront about what you want then... do it. If it doesn't work, move on. But if you like the ambiguity and all the other crap, then do it your own way.
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Perfect<------------------------------------------------------------------------------>Loops and Tings
Ambivert / Aggressor / Trailblazer / Nomad / Alpha Caretaker / Free Spirit / Kevlar Speed Demon / Ninja
I feel ya. Be honest, give it your best shot, and have the guts to walk away if it's not working. Sometimes it sucks. Sometimes it feels like you've been stabbed in the heart with a vegetable peeler. But I think it makes you stronger to have put your heart on the table and lived to tell the tale.
"You gotta know when to hold em, know when to fold 'em.."
"It’s not hard to own something. Or everything. You just have to know that it’s yours, and then be willing to let it go."
But, for a certainty, back then,
We loved so many, yet hated so much,
We hurt others and were hurt ourselves...
Yet even then, we ran like the wind,
Whilst our laughter echoed,
Under cerulean skies...