There is something I perceive and an injustice that I use to make because of my indifference, which is pretty disturbing. You know, there are these people who easily accept favors - even money - who are not that eager to give them back. Being a generous, or simply a "whatever" person, you just let it go like that. But there are these people who insist in giving you back yours - in my experience Delta Irrationals excelling at this - and because of the same mildness, you accept their compensation pretty easily. This is actually hard to think about because we try to avoid remorses, what it means when the former kind accepts (sometimes encourage) generosity even when they have more, while the latter refuse it even when they go through hardship. This is sad, because when you are involved and draw the bottom line, you realize that you are pasively involved in a loathsome act of injustice...

Maybe I am in a Delta mood nowdays (so don't take this as my persistent mindset), but I have recent concrete cases. One example: I lent money to my parents. It is hard to make my mother (ESE) give them back. If she has, she spends. She often suggests me to make generous acts towards her "just because", thing which I often agree with. :| On the other hand, my father (IEE) is struggling more because of several circumstances, and I asked him to keep the sum he needed because I have given the same amount to my mother - in fact along the time I have given much more to her, I think. But he refused, he said he isn't concerned about my business with her, he will have to pay me back. *I accepted*, it was "his wish", but only after I did that, I realized what my position is: while I understand the motives of both, objectively I am serenlely taking from the principled and I am giving to the self-induglent - yes, generosity, friendship or familial relationships are objective justifications for ownership. I feel like I'm making part of some Fe-flavored grotesque grinning clique. There is no room for interpretation, it is fucking clear as daylight that I've been a hypocrite, period.

Don't get me wrong, I am selfish, I'm thinking only about my happiness, this is why I am not going to let my conscience torment me! So yea, this is the background of the reasons why, as of this time, I cannot agree with that criticism - although probably justified - against the SLI (three friends I recently wronged in favor of other friends this way are of this type).