I can't eat when I'm stressed and end up losing way too much weight, it becomes physically hard to eat, with adreline pumping, so I have to wait to calm down to eat. or I'll pick out something I always love, like baked mac and cheese. And I drank a crap ton of chocolate Ensure (which has a lot of sugar in it).

You definitly don't need the extra pressure... You'll get there. hope you feel better.