isfp traiting bitches and all

[Fermi]

[maze]

... everyone should be beta and be with eachother. . no alpha or delta or gamma. just pure beta.. everything would be so nice
isfp just go from target to target no honor or anything........ just blllah. shouldn't everyone be happy with hust beta?

Awwww, I bet that SOUNDS great to you now.

you so easily see what is going on and it sickens you and at the same time envy you because you know how it is. the feeling of it. it make me damn depressed. at the same time we should remove girls and spring. remove sex,kissing, hugging, holding hands, smiles, smells, happy peaople . it's not good.

nooooooo! Don't remove the chance of once again having all that passion and sweetness! Don't envy it, it's HOPE.

i have to start live isolated. before I never had these kind of trouble. she took me up to a whole new different level, an entire new world and when I (ME) blew it, i still lived on on my confidence and selfrespect and some hope.. but now it seems im just back to square one..

She might have burst your bubble, but another will blow it right back up! Really, truly, I promise, believe me.

i envy my friends that dont know whats going on, those who are not following up what's going on..

They have their school to think of, they got their weekly porn to masturbate infront and when they talk to girls they say all the wrong things and get nervous and blushing. There is nothing to get there! hello?

Well, there IS something to get there. It just so happens you got the bad end of the deal but that is what CAN happen when you open up and trust the experience. Sometimes, that's what needs to happen...you need the learning experience.

I know what i did wrong, how i thought wrong in some things but now I know, i know how to do, how to act, how to value different things.. to keep on what is important and dont think yourself to highly of yourself...

Yup, none of us are "special."

in a snap everything could be gone.

Very true, very true.

i learnt a very valuable lesson but i payed a very high price. I wonder if it was worth it... all those first memories, they should be special and now she just do it all over with a jackass infront of me. and... damn

Well, those memories shouldn't be tainted by what is happening now. The memory captured a time in your life that you felt alive and open and passionate. Now you know that such an experience is possible! It just that with her...consistency wasn't part of the bargain.

sure she can do what the fuck she wont but doing it so openly infront of me, and acting this way...

Yeah, she is no longer a possibility. If she's doing shit like that...walk away.

damn experience... is this growing up?

YES YES YES

getting wiser?

YES YES YES I think I see a gray hair already! Better pluck it out, you don't want to look too old and wise. You'll have all the INFp's circling around you, wanting a piece of you.

You thought those parents telling there kids about some things is just bullcrap and is for babies. Not for me. but damn they are true but you dont realize it before you've experienced it yourself.

Tis' true, how can you really realize it without first experiencing it? You gotta get down and dirty and feeel the pain and THEN you know what the hell others are talking about.

//superman with a new experience and a great deal of pessimism for all other people.

<<<< will eventually turn to a >>>>
It's true, really, superman will eventually be the vessel of optimism once again. I mean...c'mon, you're superman. Self-explanatory.

You'll find your way back to that place again. =)

[Creepy-aurora_faerie]

im not really sure whats going on in this uhm...story? but i really like reading it anyways. it makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. whenever i figure out whats going on ill make a better response.

[Creepy-aurora_faerie]

okay i think i got it now


if you want i can beat her up no problem, im 6'0 tall and unless she is really really heavy i can take er


and then i can give you hugs


did i get it right?

[Joy]

LOL

[maze]

LOL

Yeah, LOL, if this was another one of your stories superman, I'm gonna break yer heart! I am shamed. Feel so naive. Duality is not about full understanding. I mean, I was working on a sarcastic post, one with a picture of broken heart and some little remark about ISFp's and Beta. But then... the chill ran through my spine...omgoodness, what if this guy did just experience his first broken heart?! So then I conferenced with my ESTp to figure out if in fact... he could be serious? And the ESTp was like..."well, I wouldn't necessarily post all that on a forum, but that's what it feels like." I was like, hmmm, well, if it is a jokey jokey story, I can just say that I knew that all along. I'm shamed. I do not really understand the ESTp. I resign being INFp. Yes, yes, I do. On this day...and on this 666 post (how fitting) I resign being INFp. Please, assign to me whatever title you see best. *hangs head to cry*

[FDG]

Np, she was a whore.

[Expat]

i learnt a very valuable lesson but i payed a very high price. I wonder if it was worth it... all those first memories, they should be special and now she just do it all over with a jackass infront of me. and... damn

Well, those memories shouldn't be tainted by what is happening now. The memory captured a time in your life that you felt alive and open and passionate. Now you know that such an experience is possible!

How can those memories not be tainted by what happened later? Sounds like bullshit to me, honestly.

[maze]

i learnt a very valuable lesson but i payed a very high price. I wonder if it was worth it... all those first memories, they should be special and now she just do it all over with a jackass infront of me. and... damn

Well, those memories shouldn't be tainted by what is happening now. The memory captured a time in your life that you felt alive and open and passionate. Now you know that such an experience is possible!

How can those memories not be tainted by what happened later? Sounds like bullshit to me, honestly.

By memory I mean the feeling of being alive/in love/awake I think that feeling/emotion shouldn't be tainted by the angst that is now present. If that feeling was conjured up at one point, it can be conjured up again. It's hope. That's what I see. *shrugs*

[Fermi]

Hey what are you guys talking about?

[FDG]

btw.. I thought if I could keep this depressedness along I could do like some people do when they are depressed.. eat stuff or do drugs or stuff but instead I will study and workout all night long! Would have been great shit

You know working out during the night is not a good choice, since during the night the cortisol level is at its lowest and the gh at its highest. You'll burn out all the reserves of gh for the day and get a boost of cortisol for the day after, with the result of - not being able to do shit tomorrow. So sleep at night.

[UDP]

Do you really enjoy spankings that much, Zem?

[Creepy-aurora_faerie]

Do you really enjoy spankings that much, Zem?

lol yes.

Zem.. imagining you beating her up and hugging me afterwards really is the right thing to do.. I'll loop that sequence in my head a couple of times, if you don't mind?

I don't !!!

[maze]

=)

[Creepy-aurora_faerie]

Hey what are you guys talking about?

lol! <3

[Creepy-aurora_faerie]

Hey what are you guys talking about?

Kicks superman in the balls.

He deserrrrrrrves it!
*Supplies maize with the Powerhouse to cause permanent damage*

Sorry Superman!

haha i thought the editing job was great!

[maze]

=)

[UDP]

Do you really enjoy spankings that much, Zem?

lol yes.

noted.