Yeah, you don't want to get close to people for fear of being weak and faggy. It's much more faggy and weak to avoid them altogether, trust me. You have typical asshole male distant issues. You need to just lighten up and let that bullshit go, mr. tough guy. And just make sure you're really connecting, none of that creepy fake mama's boy narcissistic crap that guys pull.Oh, and on friends: I have two. There are a great many people who consider me their friend but whose friendship I don't reciprocate because... I dunno. As one of the women who has dated me before has said, "I am a person of many walls."
As for your friends, it's good that you have friends. I don't know what else to say and I already chastized you for your anti-transgender ness, and btw please don't try to cover that up with 'oh I was just joking relax man don't take offense, don't be weak hee hee.' That's bullshit, comedy is always based on truth, and it's also connected to your beliefs that you think humans are 'more than animals' which is the innate basis of all homophobia, war, misguided dogoonerness (as opposed to true dogooderness), misogyny and evil in society! (WHEW) I had to lay it into your 21-year-old straight male asshole hard, didn't I?
Okay now for your parents. You have both an overbearing mother AND an overbearing father, which makes sense given the way that you personally act. Because deep down you're a sensitive, nice guy - but you're also neurotic because you feel shameful about that. That would make sense given that you have *both* an overbearing mom and father. If you had a distant father and overbearing mom (like me), you would be a lot more compassionate about what you said about transgendered people, and you wouldn't act so generally angry in your demeanor. Or if you had an overbearing father and distant mom, you wouldn't really have so much emotionality in your posts and would be so rational and objective it would be boring.
Your sister is also a fake judgmental bitch, who is not being supportive or caring about you at all. I also have a sister kinda like that, and we don't get along that well. You desperately need genuine empathy and support in real life, and so you gotta settle for finding it for people online. Understandable though.
You were ignored and emotionally bullied by an abusive family who cared about fake social status and FAKE middle class image and FAKE ass money and FAKE FAKE FAKE suburban 'niceness' over realness. You have a good heart, and you're really so much better than they are. I would just tell your family to go fuck themselves as much as possible and work on being as independent as you can be, to find your true family who actually gives a shit about you. Blood bonds are myths.Whatever, I hope this exercise gives you plenty of material to pick at my brain with. I'm hoping this is the only Type Me thread I ever have to make. I'm going to go ahead and assume that you are hoping the same thing.



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