It's much more environment based than people/personal based.
I don't like being around unfamiliar places, especially for a long time. Even if it's with people I know, when they merge with the people of this new environment, they seem to change, and everything becomes incredibly uncomfortable and I get homesick and it becomes impossible to activate myself. It's not even a personal thing with those unfamiliar people. There's nothing I directly dislike about them, but it's sincerely just my imagination.
The best example is when I went along with my church's youth group to a camp for about a week. I already started getting nervous on the bus ride up to the camp. When we got there, there were tons of unfamiliar people and the grandeosity and openness of the place freaked me out. It was cold and it smelled all-natural, and those elements stayed with me in my dislike for the place while I was there, and not just a personal dislike, but the place completely got the best of me. I couldn't act normally with the rest of my friends. The emotions I were feeling earlier became intensely magnified with every hour. I became depressed and I couldn't open myself up and feel free to act without any negative emotion attached. It got on my friend's nerves. My peace of mind was threatened.
Is this type (co)related?


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