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    All this stuff is swirling in my head all night long and BAMMMM! it hits me! I'm ESE!

    Take a look at my last post in What's your opinion?

    "I do appreciate and like this Si stuff in the way they describe it....BUT, my mind, energy will begin driiiiiifffftttttinggggggg to the dark side, eventually.

    Logically, you would think that calm=peaceful and serene. And it does for you Deltas. But for me, calm=room for the devil to come in and ZAP your energy. Not a literal devil, dark energy. Been there, no thanks.

    My kind of calm is actually . When I'm stressed, yoga is not the ticket. I need hard and heavy weights, a kickass workout, where I feel strong and powerful against darkness. To fight the inner demons that I just can't get away from.

    I "seem" Delta in a lot of ways because I have learned many techniques from them over the years. But, then I twist them into "my thing." I wanted/needed a huge arsenal of "things" that protect me from any and all dark energies. The ultimate is Unconditional Love and Light. And so it is."

    When I "do" stuff isolated from , I driiiiifffffttttt into Ni land and IT IS DARK. SORRY! If I had Ni in my ego, I would ENJOY the dark side!!!!! BUT NO! I hate it. So I learned ways to "deal" with the dark that I felt so easily. I use my SUPER STRONG with visualization () to change the frequency within the Ni stuff to one of Light, Love, Joy!!! AND THEN I'm happy! But I have to stay vigilent. That's why my "version" of is a "positive" one.

    My kind of calm is not , it's a combo of and , which, to me, comes out looking . The reason I didn't like the definition of is because it's too calm all by itself. I have to have all over the place with it.

    This is so cool! Watch out Alphas, here I come! Turn up the music, I've come to dance!

    Love,
    Kelly Jo

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    Really?
    LII
    that is what i was getting at. if there is an inescapable appropriation that is required in the act of understanding, this brings into question the validity of socionics in describing what is real, and hence stubborn contradictions that continue to plague me.

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    -2 for the glitter avatar (sorry )

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    Quote Originally Posted by Bionicgoat View Post
    -2 for the glitter avatar (sorry )
    too bad! heehee! now you're stuck with me!

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    Quote Originally Posted by Mariano Rajoy View Post
    Really?
    Really! And is that a picture of you in your avatar? Because you are hot! I always thought so.

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    Quote Originally Posted by dbmmama View Post
    Really! And is that a picture of you in your avatar? Because you are hot! I always thought so.

    Love,
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    It is not a picture of myself. It is TI. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/T.I. Nice to know you think my avatar is hot, anyhow.

    Why else do you think you are ESE? Your first post in this thread sounds "Ni themed" -- sudden realisations accompanied with an active imagination that vividly sees both sides of the coin, i.e. fears of potential negative developments. I would suggest you need/seek an Se ego type to dispel the "inner demons", and appreciate your unconditional love/surrender.

    I could be wrong though.
    LII
    that is what i was getting at. if there is an inescapable appropriation that is required in the act of understanding, this brings into question the validity of socionics in describing what is real, and hence stubborn contradictions that continue to plague me.

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    yes, ESE makes a lot of sense. I told you guys her vibe wasn't like me at all!
    EIE, ENFj, intuitive subtype.
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    I do not have enough information to make a decent argument one way or the other.
    LII
    that is what i was getting at. if there is an inescapable appropriation that is required in the act of understanding, this brings into question the validity of socionics in describing what is real, and hence stubborn contradictions that continue to plague me.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Kristiina View Post
    yes, ESE makes a lot of sense. I told you guys her vibe wasn't like me at all!
    Very, very different cultures, it could be.
    LII
    that is what i was getting at. if there is an inescapable appropriation that is required in the act of understanding, this brings into question the validity of socionics in describing what is real, and hence stubborn contradictions that continue to plague me.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Kristiina View Post
    yes, ESE makes a lot of sense. I told you guys her vibe wasn't like me at all!
    Oh, our vibe is very similar Kristiina. The difference is that even though we both have strong and , you value it and I don't. I have wished for so many years I could let go those things and just DANCE!!!! I am SO FUCKING SUPER HAPPY when I dance. The passion and energy is outrageous! Since we're both base, we both *know* stuff about people and their emotional states, etc...I believe that's our *knowing.* But yours comes from a darker side and mine comes from a lighter side.

    I identify with both Alpha and Beta but I VALUE Alpha more. Just cause I "do" Beta stuff doesn't mean I like it.

    Thanks Kristiina!
    Love,
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    Quote Originally Posted by Mariano Rajoy View Post
    It is not a picture of myself. It is TI. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/T.I. Nice to know you think my avatar is hot, anyhow.

    Why else do you think you are ESE? Your first post in this thread sounds "Ni themed" -- sudden realisations accompanied with an active imagination that vividly sees both sides of the coin, i.e. fears of potential negative developments. I would suggest you need/seek an Se ego type to dispel the "inner demons", and appreciate your unconditional love/surrender.

    I could be wrong though.
    I am not saying my is not strong. It is. But it ENJOYS the "positive" side of it, the playful side. If I truly valued , I would LIKE all aspects to it.

    When I saw a picture of Kristiina and saw how "dark" she was....that's not me....I'm colorful, crazy, magical energy. With as my PolR, it is very much in my awareness but I HAVE to have it positive.

    We were at my son's bball practice last night and I was observing the energy of lots of different guys in the gym. I knew there was lots of going on there and I wanted to see how it felt to me. NO THANK YOU! The guys who were ego were assholes to me. Someone with would make my inner demons worse! Fuck that! I want to dance!

    Love,
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    Joy brings up a good point. I hope you don't mind me typing it here...

    I completely, absolutely believe, know, that LOA and other Universal Laws are the way the Universe works. Which are things.....

    COULD it be that I don't care for the dark side of because I value first? And the dark side people are the ones who value first? That's why I "do" in a positive light?

    I DO Beta stuff but have valued Alpha's way of being....

    Love,
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    Quote Originally Posted by dbmmama View Post
    All this stuff is swirling in my head all night long and BAMMMM! it hits me! I'm ESE!

    Take a look at my last post in What's your opinion?

    "I do appreciate and like this Si stuff in the way they describe it....BUT, my mind, energy will begin driiiiiifffftttttinggggggg to the dark side, eventually.

    Logically, you would think that calm=peaceful and serene. And it does for you Deltas. But for me, calm=room for the devil to come in and ZAP your energy. Not a literal devil, dark energy. Been there, no thanks.

    My kind of calm is actually . When I'm stressed, yoga is not the ticket. I need hard and heavy weights, a kickass workout, where I feel strong and powerful against darkness. To fight the inner demons that I just can't get away from.

    I "seem" Delta in a lot of ways because I have learned many techniques from them over the years. But, then I twist them into "my thing." I wanted/needed a huge arsenal of "things" that protect me from any and all dark energies. The ultimate is Unconditional Love and Light. And so it is."

    When I "do" stuff isolated from , I driiiiifffffttttt into Ni land and IT IS DARK. SORRY! If I had Ni in my ego, I would ENJOY the dark side!!!!! BUT NO! I hate it. So I learned ways to "deal" with the dark that I felt so easily. I use my SUPER STRONG with visualization () to change the frequency within the Ni stuff to one of Light, Love, Joy!!! AND THEN I'm happy! But I have to stay vigilent. That's why my "version" of is a "positive" one.

    My kind of calm is not , it's a combo of and , which, to me, comes out looking . The reason I didn't like the definition of is because it's too calm all by itself. I have to have all over the place with it.

    This is so cool! Watch out Alphas, here I come! Turn up the music, I've come to dance!

    Love,
    Kelly Jo
    Yay! Good for you! And I totally agree, by the way. I was getting that vibe from you, especially yesterday.

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    Quote Originally Posted by dbmmama View Post
    That's why my "version" of is a "positive" one.
    So is mine.

    (My ESE boss's isn't though... his is all doom and gloom.)
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