Im not really compeditive in most things. I do concentrate when i do something and try to reasonably good but its not something that i stress out about. My LIE, SLI and LSE friends are very compeditive though.

I get feelings of jealousy every now and then. I get jealous of people who seem to have a great deal of things going for them. For example my LSE friend is a doctor, is with a dual, comes from a rich family, psychologically stable, tall and good looking. I sometimes get flashes of it but its really only a fleeting thing.

I did feel jealousy in my relationships but they have all been ones of dubious levels of trust. My ex used to flirt with guys all the time. I tried to contain it as best as i could though. One time i left her to dance at a pub while we went to a nearby pool hall. When i came back she was in very close quarters to this guy. Seeing her like that was the straw that broke the camels back. I am not the type to compete for someones affections. I just left her there and drove off home. She ended up asking for me to take her back so i did but i found out she cheated on me soon afterwards. I definately wont be so forgiving in the future