Well, maybe not all ENTps ... could be just me ... I have pretty much come to the conclusion that I really should have much to do with most people, especially most women. And I am really tired of having to play games and push buttons in order to keep people around. When something initially goes right, things just end up going horribly horribly wrong in the end anyways ... what happened in Joy's "infatuation" thread in anything else really did not help my perception of people, either.
I suppose I should just accept my fate and the fact that I just do not have the relationship skills most mature people have and stop worrying, but I know this is going to be a lifelong problem. I can barely find ways to support myself, since I despise being around most people so much. Rarely I find someone I really really like, but it happens sometimes.
Hopefully I can get into some therapy soon, meanwhile I am through ranting about it.