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I think Imuch more care about abstract ideas and theories and much less about their real life application.
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I am much more concerned whether the things are interesting, than whether the things are effective.
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I like to search for the essence, the core of people, objects, happenings.
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I enjoy and appreciate new and original ideas and always try to stay open to novelty and differences
Ne-ego or Ne-valuing seems possible.
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However I am not initiating the convos and wait for others to come and talk to me.
sounds like you might lean more toward Distant on the Contact/Distant dichotomy.
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I like to talk about my emotions, but I do not like to directly express them (I can tell you I feel sad, but I'd never cry infront of you). I also don't enjoy too emotionally tensive situations and rather than expressing what I feel with cry, or laud laugh, I tend to completly withdraw.
why don't you like to express your emotions? if people are singing and dancing, will you join in? what do you think about the following video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wgSLxl1oAwA
would you appreciate that, or would it annoy you?
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I keep a deep hatred for aggression and violence, also any kind of conflicts. In a situations when I am forced to use physical strengths, I feel insecure and try to avoid them. I also avoid direct confrontation and try to mention tolerant and peaceful atmosphere.
do you appreciate directness in others? what about physical strength?
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When I think, I can think in order
can you elaborate on this a bit?
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What I need, is to be able to come up with my own explanation, my own understanding, that is not limited by a system, or a structure, but is logically consistent with it. However, when I am facing numbers, or strict logical data, they just feel cold to me.
do you value logical consistency? if you unknowingly made a logical error, would you want someone to point it out? do you appreciate it when people correct your faulty reasoning?
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My feelings of personal like or dislike of people are very strong and I am more or less led by them in most of social situations.
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I am highly aware of my inner feelings, I am moody and I am usually led by my moods.
you definitely sound like an Ethical type. your awareness of your inner feelings might indicate Fi-ego. whatever the case, I don't think you're Fi-ignoring.
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my ideals and goals are not by far ethical. They are aesthetic, creative and goal-oriented.
can you explain what you mean by "goal-oriented"?
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I value people who are creative, original and aren't afraid of being themselves
whatever your type, I think it's possible you're a Harmonizing subtype. the Harmonizing subtype dualizes with the Creative subtype, which you could describe as "creative" (obviously), "original", and "unafraid of being themselves".
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I like to revisit my favorite places and I often remember such thing as a smell of a place.
might you be a Constructivist?
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For the constructivist emotional "anchors" are important (connected to a certain place, book, movie, etc.) which resonate with their internal emotional condition. With the help of such anchors, they hold onto or strengthen their inner emotional state. They are inclined to re-reed a book or to visit the same place again just to go through the emotions connected with that place.
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I do not notice patterns, or colors and I usually prefer to stick to my favorite small color palette I like.
could this be 1D Se?
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Since one-dimensional functions are invariant with respect to norms, situation and time parameters, information processing by these functions possesses a nature that is personal, idiosyncratic, sometimes inadequate (from the point of view of the observer).
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I try to lead more healthy life and am interested in for example healthy food, but I often don't stick to such routines. I have actually bad healthy habits, even though I try to change them.
might this be Si-role?
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People are generally somewhat aware of this suppression and perceive it as a personal weakness that needs to be "worked on" in order to meet other people's expectations and achieve something in society. It is typical for people to periodically work on their role function in order to correct imbalances in their life and improve their weak areas. However, these attempts are generally sporadic and are forgotten as soon as the perceived problem begins to go away and the person once again becomes carried away with their usual lifestyle which is dominated by their base function.
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I enjoy the play with the magical and abstract, however I don't take it very seriously.
what do you mean by "magical and abstract"? could you give some concrete examples?
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I am not very good when it comes to time management.
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I very much enjoy to daydream and usually daydream at the expense of the actual work.
this sounds like weak, unvalued Te.
overall, IEI and EII seem like the best two possibilities. SEI also seems somewhat possible.