here there be wild guesswork
My first wild guess is that you're the girl in the pics. What I saw from you in the chatbox reminded me heavily of Jet. An LSI typing for all of the aforementioned would glue everything together and allow for this to be answered by saying there's a difference between Se Base and Se Creative, a difference that could be explained on a wider scale by supposing that Focal versions of fxns are handled in a more territorial and proactive manner than their Diffuse counterparts.