I wanna end me
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I wanna end me
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself
Stronger than reason
Stronger than lies
The only truth I know
Is the look in your eyes
The look in your eyes!
Just like a car crash
Just like a knife
My favourite weapon
Is the look in your eyes
You've run out of lies!
In drive don't stop 'til I'm new
Run every light 'til my mind is unglued
Til all that is high is the smoke that we knew
Inhaling each time to a different you
Is it you or is it me?
It you or it me?
Is the enemy,
Is it you or it me?
I try the rhythm as the Hennessy is pouring out
Nasty thoughts coming that my heart is spitting out
I got lovin, everything a nigga need
But when I think about you my pain is real deep
Some people say my love cannot be true
Please believe me, my love, and I'll show you
I will give you those things you thought unreal
The sun, the moon, the stars all bear my seal
And when the lands slides
And when the planets die
That's when I come back, when I come back to you
And when the sun cools
And when the stars fall
That's when I come back, when I come back to you
And when the war machines
Rust eternally
That's when I come back, when I come back to you
And when your heart bleeds
For a love that's dead like me
That's when I come back, when I come back to you...
Home is where I live inside my white
Powder dreams
Home was once an empty vacuum that is filled now with my
Silent screams
Home is where the needle marks
Tried to heal my broken heart, and it
Might not be such a bad idea if I never, I never went
Home again, I never went home again
Einstein ist auf dem Strand nun
Und die Fahnen flattern
Einstein ist auf dem Strand nun
Traenenbenetzte Augen
Und der Wind macht den Sand fliegen
Handgranaten
Kampfbereit
There's more to lose and more
To try and find
...Don't blame all that's lost
'Cause I, I'm in love
With my future
Can't wait to meet her
And I, I'm in love
But not with anybody else
Just wanna get to know myself
I know supposedly I'm lonely now
Know I'm supposed to be unhappy
Without someone
But aren't I someone?
You're so Art Deco, out on the floor
Shining like gun metal, cold and unsure
Baby, you're so ghetto
You're looking to score
When they all say hello
You try to ignore them
'Cause you want more (why?)
You want more (why?)
You want more (why?)
'Cause you want more
And when I lay me down to sleep
I wonder why I'm feeling fucking incomplete
I must try to be the guy that defeats all the lies
Wiser than the ones that I despise
So listen now
Hear the cavemen singing
Good news they're bringing
Seven seas
Swimming them so well
Glad to see
My face among them
Kissing the tortoise shell
A longing for
Some fresher feeling
Belonging
Or just forever kneeling
Where is the sense in stealing
Without the grace to be it
And take me disappearing through the smoke rings of my mind
Down the foggy ruins of time, far past the frozen leaves
The haunted, frightened trees, out to the windy beach
Far from the twisted reach of crazy sorrow
Yes, to dance beneath the diamond sky with one hand waving free
Silhouetted by the sea, circled by the circus sands
With all memory and fate driven deep beneath the waves
Let me forget about today until tomorrow
Then I painted your face
On a twenty dollar bill
But it isn't legal tender
And I think about you still
And all the comforting words
Provide no comfort
We can all go mad together
That's what friends are for
And at the sideshow by the seashore
The girls are dressed as mermaids
An electrical storm has caught us in a trap
Maybe if I yell at you
You'll trust in what I'm sayin'
But I'm keepin' all the secrets
And I have nothing else to say
Hoping to find faith
Miming dissolving grace
Just say "I know" it's all in our heads
Just say "I know" and I'll stay here instead
Looking at the ground while she suck my blood
Baby, let me down just like my drug
I can see a frown when I call my plug
I ain't off that brown but I love my mud
A black sky above
our kingdom beneath
Die in the waves
or live on your knees
Get up off your knees, boy
Stand face to face with your God
And find out what you are
Hello, my name is human
And I came down from the stars
I got a broken heart, you were like a blade
Tearing me apart, but I kinda like the pain
Its blood poured out onto the pavement,
I stirred it in with dirt and spit,
"I will take a part of you."
I made mortar from the mix.
Tore every organ from its body,
broke its bone and fashioned bricks,
I laid the mortar in between,
I made a throne for hope to sit
You and me always forever
We could stay alone together
Come, Prudence
Come, reason to chase my light away
Catch me, catch me
No, not this day
Hair is grey and the fires are burning
So many dreams on the shelf
You say I wanted you to be proud of me
I always wanted that myself
The deceiver says, he says
You belong to me
You don't wanna breathe the light of the others
Fear the light, fear the breath
Fear the others for eternity
But I hear them now, inhale the clarity
Hear the venom, the venom in
What you say inoculated
Bless this immunity
He said he like 'em natural
This ain't no BBL
Your boyfriend kiss and tell
Treat me like a wishin' well
They lookin' at me like, "Damn"
Don't you wanna be me now?
They know I came straight from the bottom
Why they wanna see me fail?
Could you care for the blind?
Tell me all in all, they're just your kind of zeros
Something for the weekend
If you think that you can spell
Make a list of the cunts you'd send to hell and send them
Send them on the weekend
Don't open your eyes, you won't like what you see
The blind have been blessed with security
Caught in a landside,
No escape from reality
Open your eyes,
Look up to the skies and see
It's Friday, Friday
Gotta get down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend, weekend
Friday, Friday
Gettin' down on Friday
Everybody's lookin' forward to the weekend
I like my town with a little drop of poison
Nobody knows, they're lining up to go insane
I'm all alone, I smoke my friends down to the filter
But I feel much cleaner after it rains
Men grow cold
As girls grow old,
And we all lose our charms in the end.
But square-cut or pear-shaped,
These rocks don't loose their shape.
Diamonds are a girl's best friend.
I've got those jet pack blues
Fight off the light and just stay with me
Honey don't you leave
I still remember how we used to split a drink
It never mattered what it was
I guess, our hands were just that close
The sweetness never lasted, no
Created light and darkness
Unite in dance of life
They move us to be better
In neverending strife
Russian Roulette is not the same without a gun
And baby when it's love if it's not rough it isn't fun
I reached back like a pimp and smacked the hoe.
They tried to make me go to rehab
And I said “no no no”
You and I are under dosed and we're ready to fall
Raised to be stupid, taught to be nothing at all
I don't like the drugs but the drugs like me
I don't like the drugs, the drugs the drugs
onto my arms the words were scrawled
a secret pulse between you and me
the strangest fruit that killed the tree
eyes that grow in the night
dilate when the pace is right
Some say a man is made out of mud.
A poor man's made out of muscle and blood.
We don't need money to feel good
'Cause you're the ridе or die, the rest of my lifе
Don't need a party to feel high
We're like the modern version Bonnie and Clyde
And I asked fire walk with us
But I wanted more
With the cuts and the bruises
Touch my face
A hopeless embrace
all that we were is gone we have to hold on
when all our hope is gone we have to hold on
all that we were is gone but we can hold on
No one's gonna love you
No one's gonna touch you
No one's gonna look at you the way I do
No one's gonna save you
Build you up and break you
I'm the one you pray to every night 'cause you're mine
And here we go, now
Over the bridge of sighs
We will get a cross like Christ, crucified
It's like a birth but it is in reverse
Never gets better, always gets worse
This is what I am
This is what I have become
Repeating yesterday
Drain me of my very last essence
To form again what lasts
Just give some ease to me
I be doing bad theres no blame now
Show some good to me
Cuz i dont want be drippin hennesy
Cuz i don’t want this no more
And my hennesy running out
Wipe those tears off
And make your heart proud
Soon I'll come around
Lost and never found
Waiting for my words
Seen but never heard
Buried underground
But I'll keep coming
I'll keep coming
Time has stopped before us
The sky cannot ignore us
No one can separate us
For we are all that is left
The echo bounces off me
The shadow lost beside me
There's no more need to pretend
Cause now I can begin again
Now that you face the greatest test
Use the lessons that you've learned
You're goal is to be the best
And claim the prize that you've earned
Ever since you were a young man
You've kept your eye on the master plan
To reach for the top- and touch the sky
It's your destiny
To spread your wings and fly
Then they'll see your face in the shadow
But then you'll be long gone by tomorrow
Today he has no means, he's alone and anonymous
But written in his cells he has got the marks of the genius
I'm looking for this man to sell him to other men
To sell him to other men at ten times the price at least
I'm looking for this man who knows the rules of the game
Who's able to forget them to realize my aim
Everybody enslaved, only some are aware
That the government releasing poison in the air
That's the reason I collect so many guns in my lair
I ain't never caught slipping, never underprepared
its fun to stay at the YMCA
Later in the evening, as you lie awake in bed
With the echoes of the amplifiers ringin' in your head
You smoke the day's last cigarette, rememberin' what she said
Bet you wanna rip my heart out
Bet you wanna skip my calls now
Well, guess what? I like that
Hello there,
The angel from my nightmare,
The shadow in the background of the morgue.
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley.
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want.
It’s Nicki M.,
Such a little gem
Bitches wanna be around me
But I do not fuck with them
All these diamonds on me flooded, I hope nobody gets stuck
If I pull out the Ferrari then my shooter's in the truck
I can still go to my hood, they know my body is good
Two million dollars to party in Saudi Arabia clubs
I know to you, it might seem strange
but I wish it would rain.
People are strange when you are stranger
She's just like candy, she's so sweet
But you know that it ain't real cherry
Know that it ain't real cherry
She's just like candy, she's so sweet
But you know that it ain't real
Know that it ain't real
I can be your sugar when you're fiendin' for that sweet spot
Put me in your mouth, baby, and eat it 'til your teeth rot
I can be your cherry, apple, pecan, or your key lime
Baby, I got everything and so much more than she's got
suckin on my titties like you wanted me calling me all the time
You've applied the pressure
To have me crystalised
And you've got the faith
That I could bring paradise
Maybe I'm crazy, maybe I'm weak
Maybe I'm blinded by what I see
You wanted a soldier but it wasn't me
'Cause I could never set you free
So fly on your own
It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and he just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow
You grow, you roar
Although disguised
I know you
When I'm driving in my car
And that man comes on the radio
He's telling me more and more
About some useless information
Supposed to fire my imagination
I can't get no, oh no no no
I'm slowly drifting to you
The stars and the planets
Are calling me
A billion years away from you
I'm on my way
I'm on...
I'm on...
What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream?
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks?
Would you find yourself
Find yourself afraid to see?
This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality
Embrace this moment, remember
We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion
Your heart's beating around the clock
Time tickin' away, it doesn't stop
Evolution is takin' place
The world is spinnin' and changin' everyday
Anything you think of with a name
There isn't anything in life that ever stays the same
Everything changes, changes
Things are changin' constantly
Everything changes, changes
It's evolutionary
Everything changes, changes
Changin' all the time
Playin' with your mind
Modified or rearranged
Everything has got to change
You taught me the courage of stars before you left.
How light carries on endlessly, even after death.
With shortness of breath, you explained the infinite.
How rare and beautiful it is to even exist
I just wanna feel
Real love feel the home that I live in
'Cause I got too much life
Running through my veins
Going to waste
I don't wanna die
But I ain't keen on living either
Before I fall in love
I'm preparing to leave her
Dreamin', dreamin' of how it was supposed to be,
But now this tunic's spinning around my arms and knees.
I feel like I'm disappearing, getting smaller everyday.
But when I open my mouth to sing, I'm bigger in every way.
She said, "You aren't never going anywhere."
She said, "You aren't never going anywhere."
"I ain't never going anywhere."
"I ain't never going anywhere."
Hey Mom, look! I'm over here!
I finally made it.
I'm playing the drums again, too.
Don't be sad - the band doesn't sound half bad.
And I remember, Mom, what you said.
You said, "Honey, you look so underfed."
Another green salad, another iced tea.
There’s a tunic in the closet, waiting just for me
I feel like I'm disappearing, getting smaller everyday.
But I look in your eyes, and I'm bigger in every way.
Goodbye, Richard, gotta go now.
I'm finally on my own, but Dan's got a gig.
Keep the love lights glowing.
Little girl's got the blues.
I can still hear Mama say, "Honey, don't let it go to your head."
I’m lucky, I can open the door and I can walk down the street
Unlucky, I've got no place to go so I follow my feet
A choice is facing you, a healthy dose of pain
A choice is facing you as you stare through the rain
A choice is facing you but I choose to refrain for today
Tomorrow we’ll be back in trouble again
Dream one, you had a whole lot of fun with a comedian
Stop short of going all the way, you’ll have to make it someday
Why is this happening to you, you’re not a child?
Why is this happening? You’ve too much on your mind
Things creep up on you when you are fast asleep
You are dreaming, you are sleepy
You are stuck to the sheets
In a town so small there’s no escaping you
In a town so small there’s no escape from view
In a town so small there’s nothing left to do
Dream two you couldn’t see her face but you saw everything else
Dream two was pretty special, easily beats loving yourself
Could you put a name to someone else's sigh?
Could you put a face to someone else's eyes?
Is it someone that you’d maybe recognize?
But it all fades into morning when you open your eyes
It's making you cry every time
You give your love to me this way
Saying you'd wait for me to stay
I know it hurts you
But I need to tell you something
My heart just can't be faithful for long
I swear I'll only make you cry
Maybe I'd change for you someday
But I can't help the way I feel
Wish I was good, wish that I could
Give you my love now
Now the rain it comes, the rain it blurs the grey line
The grey line... the Greyhound home
You are so vicious Hurt me, I can take it
Who knows how long I've loved you?
You know I love you still
Will I wait a lonely lifetime?
If you want me to, I will
Are you still mine
Because I must know
Who's on your mind
When you're all alone
There it goes again
Take me to the edge again
All I got is a dirty trick
I'm chasing down the wolves to save you
Another fight into the night until nothing else remains
How do we find harbor from the hurricane?
On a cobweb afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we'll die alone
And if we're good, we'll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go
All our times have come
Here but now they're gone
Seasons don't fear the reaper
Nor do the wind, the sun or the rain
We can be like they are
And there are only a few things I miss
It's the sun in your eyes
One day, you’ll look to see I’ve gone
For tomorrow may rain so I’ll follow the sun
Some day, you’ll know I was the one
But tomorrow may rain so I’ll follow the sun
Then you ran away
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her?
Does she know you were supposed to love me
'Til you die?
It almost killed me
How could I know?
One day I'd wake up feeling more
But I had already reached the shore
Guess we were ships in the night
Night, night
Tonight, tonight
Tonight, tonight...
The sound of the waves collide
The sound of the waves collide
The sound of the waves collide
Tonight, we ride
You're beautiful
Every little piece, love
Don't you know
You're really gonna be someone
Ask anyone
And when you find everything you've looked for
I hope your love leads you back to my door
Oh, but if it don't, stay beautiful
Weird I was drawn to this song today
I was breaking out of my own skin
Choking upon release
I'm in no state, to judge you
Scratching itches best left alone
Chasing memories I used to own
I can't wait until this is over, tonight
It takes much more than wild courage
Or you'll hit just the tattered clouds
You must have just the right bullets
And the first one's always free
It was back in '32 when times were hard
He had a Colt .45 and a deck of cards
Stagger Lee
He wore rat-drawn shoes and an old stetson hat
Had a '28 Ford, had payments on that
Stagger Lee
I'm a cowboy
On a steel horse I ride
I'm wanted dead or alive
Wanted dead or alive
Sometimes I sleep, sometimes it's not for days
The people I meet always go their separate ways
Sometimes you tell the day by the bottle that you drink
And times when you're alone, well, all you do is think
I've spent a million days
I've had many darker days
I've tried everything to block out the pain
But it just seems to haunt me
In every possible way
Kiss me until my lips fall off
I just want someone to say to me
Oh, oh, oh, oh
I'll always be there when you wake, yeah, yeah
You know I'd like to keep my cheeks dry today, hey
So stay with me and I'll have it made (I'll have it made)
And I don't understand why I sleep all day
And I start to complain that there's no rain
And all I can do is read a book to stay awake
And it rips my life away, but it's a great escape
Escape
Escape
Escape
'Cause hope has wings,
To carry you,
Anything is possible,
Just might be,
A miracle,
Waiting to come true,
So I lift my eyes,
And see the sky,
Feel my heart begin to fly,
I will be carried by my dreams,
'Cause hope has wings.
(yeah)
Half my life's in books, written pages
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know it's true, oh
All the things come back to you
Sing with me, sing for a year
Sing for the laughter, and sing the tear
Sing with me, if it's just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away