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Ok, actually I'm thinking about Fe. Why I'm so paranoid about people liking me - do they like me, or don't they? I can't tell if my Fe is strong or not because it fluctuates so much. And Fi, I can't tell how strongly I feel emotions. One day I realized that I can easily start talking with girls who are all alone at that moment, I can give a good impression. The first 5 times I see her are great, but it goes downhill from there. From that moment I can't show that I really care about their accomplishment, even if I actually do care. I can't be happy and energetic, even if I like the person. I've used up all my lines. I barely dare to say anything. I want others to care about me, but I'm unable to show them that I care about them. When the friendship could get serious, I chicken out.
And when I'm surrounded by many strangers, I don't dare to say anything at all, because I'm so worried of making an ass of myself. I become really introverted, almost totally mute. Meanwhile, I can only think about how badly I want to be able to say anything.