Intraquadral love AND hate
So yeah I've pretty much run the gamut of loving and hating people in Beta quadra that I know IRL. They have felt the same towards me as well.
My best of the best friends and my worst of the worst enemies -- all fucking Betas.
Is this a pretty common thing? I think it makes sense because really, how do you feel so much passion of ANY nature towards people of an opposing quadra? When you're in the SAME quadra however... it's so much worse because you KNOW you COULD get along with them, maybe you have in the past, and now you DON'T.
You understand them, you can read them, even when they're being so fucking retarded, you still IDENTIFY. Is this why I'm feeling this way and am having all of these polarizing relationships?
My best, truest friends are: IEI-Fe, SEE, and a few LSIs. Never deserted me in my roughest times.
My worst enemy -- a fucking LSI. And this LSI has turned IEI idiots against me. Fuckers. I am done trying to be friends, I am done with always being the one initiating. When the hell will someone initiate for ME? HUH?
When the hell will I have to stop expressing everything I feel and going all out balls out with these pussy little IEIs responding with one sentence or two. Seriously. Stop fucking hiding and start fucking LIVING and being real witchyo self.
This was probably more of a vent than anything.