This thread maks me regret deleting the dream journal I kept while on crazy pills. The shit I'd dreamt then...
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This thread maks me regret deleting the dream journal I kept while on crazy pills. The shit I'd dreamt then...
I had a very clear dream
near the end of the dream the idea that everything is cyclical and everything ends but also comes alive again was displayed visually by someone looking up into the sky and he's yearning for something and it fades into the sky and the person fades into the sky and then the sky becomes stars and space and all the layers of time and there is a god up next to this person now and time and distance and light and everything keeps going upwards and the stars die and are reborn and the person becomes the god and god dies
Strange dream a few years ago:
I saw myself at the age of about 13 in my parents kitchen. This boy that was me was acting very childlish. He acted like a clown, picked his nose, laughed, attention seeking, was very embarrassing. He was too embarrassing for his age. Although "he" was around 13 he had grey hair and seemed older at the same time. Then the boy pointed at me and said, only moving his lips: "You are a fool". (He said this in English, although its not my native language)
@Tallmo
Seems like subconscious projection of insecurities.
Yes, he is a shadow character. Undeveloped. So the gray hair maybe indicates that time has gone by but the boy hasn't developed. That's kindof sad. So he is a projection, but he is pointing back at me and calls me a fool. He is projecting. He is a fool himself. But that fool is me.
So what should I do? Maybe act out those sides in me so he can grow up. I should go out, get drunk and be as embarrassing as he is? Maybe something good will come out of it in the long run?
Forget my dream
If you did that, you'd be a fool. It'd be one of the kind of self-fulfilling prophecies you always read about in ancient Greek literature. Oedipus kills his father to avoid accidentally killing is father, etc. If he's got grey hair, he's probably almost dead anyways, and I don't think anyone with grey hair who's almost dead has time to grow up.
I don't know what you should do because I don't know your life in detail.
But I think that your subconscious could be saying to you those words because a part of you feels like that or you are subconsciously afraid of being it, insecure about certain decisions, way of living, missing things, etc.
So the thing is that you probably need to find assurance about your choose, in other words, being sure that you are choosing the right way or path in life.
That's what I can grab ofc, I'm an expert or anything.
Its a pretty curious dream but at the same time seems somehow evident that is originated in subconscious fears imo.
Now when you said that I started looking at your dream. Im sorry if I wasn't supposed to.
In this dream someone is going upwards towards space, stars, god, archetypes. The "spiritual".
There are also dreams where a person falls downwards. Towards concrete reality, away from the spiritual.
These can be compensations to what's happening in everyday life.
The dream is interesting because directions like "up" and "down" has always carried meaning for people.
Mythological references: Jesus went to heaven. "We go to heaven when we die".
Thanks a lot for your feedback on this dream. All these different perspectives make me consider things I haven't thought of. And Slugabeds straight psychological interpretation helps me avoid too much intellectualization of this dream, and remember to take it personally. Event though I might sin against that now.
But I AM a fool. Isn't that what the dream is saying? And I am being told that by the projection itself. It seems kindof convoluted. But I do think that this boy needs attention somehow. An obnoxious child like that shouldn't just be locked up. He needs to be childish but also maybe guidance? Doesn't the gray hair indicate that he is not living in the proper time frame? Then can something be done about it?
I didn't really understand the reference to Oedipus here. I was just thinking that he needs to become more conscious. That work is done by me.
I think theres some kind of wisdom coming from him. The way he just moved his lips saying those words.
About choosing the right path in life. Being insecure. Maybe this boy can help me?
Slugabed, aargh! Yet another username change :na:
Mythology:
- In the Sleeping Beauty fairy tale the princess is sleeping in a tower for 100 years. At the same time vegetation has grown around the tower, shielding it from the outside world. I'm thinking theres something similar in this.
- He felt like some kind of "Trixter god". Loki in Norse mythology is doing embarrassing things and accusing the gods for all kinds of things. But he is also a helper.
- The Devil in Christian mythology
- Peter Pan not wanting to grow up
The following is a very long dream I have had last night. I wrote it in a style that is like a mix of screenwriting and fiction.
Someone help with this one.
This morning my last dream creeped the hell out of me.
In the dream I encounter a blind, black, older, maid woman from the 1910-20's. Her eyes were shut, and almost looked like the sockets might be hollowed out. I'm standing 3 feet away from her. I move my hand back and forth wondering if she can see at all. Immediately her eyelids open to reveal her eyes are devastated by cataracts. She says, "Is that your soul I hear calling out to me?" In the dream I didn't say a word to her, but I got the feeling she might be psychic. When I woke up I laughed it off as being like a scene in a cheesy B-movie, but the more it repeated in my head the more disturbed I was about it. I wish I knew what it meant. My dreams often tell me important things and so I try to pay attention (I receive omens, warnings, premonitions, and my dead relatives talk to me).
Yeah lol to the last part. I agree.
Hmm I dunno about this one... When I'm awake, I can't freely imagine scenes-places-landscapes that I've never seen in reality. It'll inevitably be something I've actually seen. Maybe I saw it 10 years ago but still a bit of an actual memory. In my dreams my brain however does freely generate these things and I can wander around a lot that way. :) It's cool, just weird how differently it works from the waking state with this difference in creativity :)Quote:
dreams can only be compromised of thoughts that existed prior to you falling asleep, meaning that your mind is incapable of conjuring up a mental image out of thin air, so although it can extract components from various sources and create something (seemingly) new on its base, it can't magically create something out of nothing.
I used to keep a dream journal as a teenager for a while. I don't really anymore but I actually did something new this year about my dreams lol, that is, attempt at deep dream interpretation... for a couple of my dreams. I don't usually see anything notable about my dreams, they aren't very weird, or anything, or even if they are a bit weird, I wouldn't see the point in speculating what it might mean. The only one time I care about what the dreams mean is when they have emotion in them, and then it's usually easy to interpret them based on the thread the emotion shows for the meaning. These aren't very complex things by default either lol, but this year I had some dreams that came with stranger kinds of emotions so those dreams I did actually try to analyze deeper :). It's been hard to really analyze them in a satisfactory way without too much bs speculation but it's been very interesting too.Quote:
when you're awake, you have conscious control over your thoughts. you pick and choose what you do and don't acknowledge. you repress, and your thoughts are filtered through and watered down by everyday distractions. when you're asleep, there are no distractions, you lose conscious control of your thoughts. it gives your mind free reign to explore the depths of your psyche and whatever you repressed during the day manifests itself in your dreams. most of the time it's whatever you expose yourself to the most, but sometimes it can be long-and-forgotten memories from years past. imagine your mind as a caged animal during the day. the cage is consciousness, and it disappears once you close your eyes.
does anyone here keep a dream journal?
@Pole:
Blind. Whether it involved others who were blind or your own blindness, this is a straightforward sign of deceit among those you trust most. Possibly yourself deceiving yourself.
Blind Dream Symbol – Dreaming of being blind can reflect a life of tough times and poverty. Blindness signifies there are things in life out of your control. This sort of dream can make you feel you need to improve your life in some way. It is good to follow impulses for they can lead you down new paths – to new opportunities you may have been previously blind to. Being blind in a dream can also mean you can go from being well off in life to having almost nothing in an instant. This may be something you need to keep in your mind.
Black: the darkness indicates the subconscious.
Black people in dreams are very Soulful parts of the subconscious because man began in Africa in tribes where the first archetypal images, where the deepest archetypal images, where the most soulful images, were created because they were the very first archetypal images.
Maid. The meaning of this dream depends on your circumstances. If the maid works for you, it is a good omen if you actually have one; if not, it signifies loss of finances or status.
Soul calling out. It may well be her soul’s urging to do the things she wants before it’s too late, before she dies.
I'd say your subconscious is asking you if you are thinking about fooling yourself, or if you are doing what you really want to do. Also, doing what you want might involve loss of finances.
That would be cool. I hope my past lives or ancestors visit me. Lately I've been wondering about a possible black woman in my lineage, there is a story of one of my Quaker ancestors being shunned for marrying a black woman and going to war to fight the south. I wonder if it was her.
There are so many things that hint at darkness and unconsciousness. Like blindness, black, cataracts, soul, psychic. And the fact that it disturbs you after waking up.
Because this woman appears in your dream it could mean that some darker aspects of the psyche have been activated (by some event or life situation).
It's also interesting that you say you've been thinking about some black woman ancestor. It could be interpreted as a parallell "day dream".
I dont think its impossible to interpret someone elses dream at all, I believe like Jung that there is a collective unconscious and the proof is that humans have so many similar dreams, like losing your teeth is super common, suddenly becoming naked in front of people is also one. So there are universal meanings to dreams
Agree. It is often possible to point at interpretations without even knowing the person. Common symbolic themes. Dreams are obviously symbolic and say something about the current psychic situation. The problem is individual associations. They can differ from person to person.
@Myst imagine your thoughts are "mental building blocks" - they're like Lego blocks. you can take them apart, rearrange them, and put them together in any which way you please and create an infinite number of (seemingly) different Lego creations, but the Lego blocks themselves don't change.
you should post your dreams on this thread =) last dream I had... my family was having dinner at an outdoor restaurant - adults talking, kids playing, dogs running - both immediate and extended. It was scenic, but it felt out of reach. I was searching for something. there were no answers, only questions. I imagine it's because my extended family is overseas in Europe while my parents immigrated out West after the war. they'll probably never be in the same place, at the same time, ever again, but they were in my dream and that's probably why it felt out of reach. It was bittersweet in its own way.
what's the last dream you had?
I sent this to someone so just going to paste here. It was a couple days ago. It was actually an intense, vivid, dream but I pretty much knew what it meant when I woke so I didn't bother to write it down.
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i dreamt i got three male roommates and one was like an obvious SLE caricature and the others were intuitives. i ended up kicking them all out except the one who seemed IEI
it was weird, maybe he was me
i guess it fits my energy now that i need a lot of alone time
I interpret this that you are narrowing yourself. They are all you or potentially you, but you are now focusing on a more limited mode of being. The room is your consciousness.
The fact that you are kicking them out might suggest that there is some psychic effort to achieve this.
For sure it is all me but influenced by other factors in my real life too so characters had multi-level meaning very personal to my situation. I just don't want to share the whole dream because of the personal symbolism that it contained. It was more complex than I made it sound. I am in a contemplative phase so it is necessary at this time for me to narrow my focus this way.
Interesting about the lego blocks, it's just that for me they aren't that freely moved... the way I put/arrange them is the real point, I don't like to change that without reason. If by any chance you were referring to how my mind can create new landscapes/sceneries in my dreams, those are not built from parts ("lego blocks") of previously seen scenes, they are truly new. :)
The way you analyzed your dream here is a bit like how I do it yeah, me trying to follow the thread the feeling impressions show. Like, I try to see where else I have felt the same way and see if that makes sense for making a connection in the dream.
Were you asking me to post those special dreams I tried to analyze more than usual?
Last dream, tonight I had a few but I've forgotten by now lol. Remembered them when I woke up but didn't think of them again because they weren't really all that special. If I get a good dream in the near future, I'll try to remember to post about it :)
Never had the one with being naked in front of people :)
@Myst maybe because you are image last
I have had very dreams in terms of extraordinary everyday stuff.
This night: I entered into a house. It was cabin the woods. When I stepped in it resembled ordinary house at first sight. As I started to look further it begin to expand in all directions and gained upper stairs. Down stairs was already big enough for almost everyone. House had an aisle but rooms were internally connected. There were no windows. I saw dripping faucet and tried to turn it off. It continued drip even more and as I tried to close it went full on.
Funny parallelism going on. Theme of connected expansion. Big Bang. You can only watch. Everything is determined.
Last night:
There was a cat. I had forgotten to feed the cat. It was hungry and it jumped on the fridge. I hurried to put some food on a plate and give it water in a bowl. I put the bowls on the floor for the cat. The cat rushed to the food. (The cat was very fast and mobile). There was also some other people, or many other people in the room, I am not sure. When the cat came close to the food it didn't like it and it stopped immediately. The cat became angry and it even turned red. (Strange, a cat turning red out of anger, it has fur so one shouldn't be able to see it. But that's what happened). The cat then attacked me. It jumped on my neck and held on with its claws. I could feel it. I tried to get the cat off of me. Then I woke up.
Same night
I am out in the dark. I am close to a house or approaching a house. The terrain is rocky. I can't see anything, total darkness. Then there is a short single bark from a dog in the house. Like the dog has heard me, but not enough to start barking more. Just a single bark. I stay where I am and I don't go closer to then house.
I just had a dream and in it I heard, "Dark matter is the collective unconscious. It is what holds your very small section of the universe together. Beyond that is dark energy. It is something else. I will tell you what it is soon."
It was my voice but not audible. More like a thought transfer from myself to myself. It is hard to explain. I was told to remember this because I will have to explain it to a scientist one day. lol
I had a crazy dream tonight. I was waiting at a bus stop in the night and it was full of weird people, most looked like junkies. There was a guy who was especially weird, nervous and he started running for no obvious reason. I don't know why I ran as well and when I was close enough he asked me if I want some speed. I said no, but then he kept on following me. I felt a pain in my back so I turned at him and he told me he's just injected something into my back and that it would make me feel really good.
When I woke up my heart was pounding like crazy and I felt sick. I wanted to calm myself down so I took my phone and I wanted to listen to some music. It was 3:15 am.
I lucid dream every single dream for the last ten years. Sometimes I am even analyzing dreams as they happen, this is child's play. Lucid waking is the real challenge.
I dreamt I shot the sheriff in my Victoria's Secret bra.
What does this mean?