Your feminine side is rebelling against patriarchal masculinity?Quote:
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Your feminine side is rebelling against patriarchal masculinity?Quote:
Originally Posted by Adam Strange
In my dream there was a service where you could order old family corpses, like if your grandmother had died years ago you could order to get her body digged up and sent to your door. I got two of these corpses. They came in cardboard boxes and it was literally just a rotting corpse inside of them. I remember I called the company because I hadn't ordered this, and I also complained about the bad packaging lol.
Obviously this kind of made me terrified. Later in the dream there existed a disease in which when you had this disease, people around you would seem awfully skinny, worn down and creepy/scary looking. The longer this dream went on I started realising I have this disease. I went to my mothers house, and I opened up to her and acted vulnerable to her (which I never do in real life). I told her I was extremely stressed out. She said "really? i had no idea" like she didn't know me and realise my needs at all. Later she said "So that's why you've been losing teeth". I touched my teeth and several of them were loose which scared me. We had a red mannequin in the room which looked creepy as hell, mangled and ugly and I asked my mother to take it away because it's scary looking. And she said "what? it's beautiful", and that's when I really knew I had that disease.
The dream ended somewhere around here. But somewhere in the dream after I had gotten that second package with the body, I went and talked to the boss of that company, in person, who later transformed into a woman, who I fell in love with, and she told me to read the tag on her sweater. It said 400 000. It was a 400 000 dollar sweater.
i fell into a river and learned to swim
the fish were following me but i didn't know where i was going
i grew fins and a spatula protruded itself from my right hip
we found ourselves in a deep corner of the ocean
there was a hole in the cupboard
i climbed inside - behold there's a nest
in the nest i found a bunch of little eggs with legs
they flew toward my face before turning around halfway thru
they smashed headfirst into the wall
millions of tiny spiders came out
they called me mom
READS LIKE SOMETHING AN IEI WOULD WRITE PINOLINE
ENTj thx
i was at a bar with friends and some of my ex teachers, and suddenly a cop showed up and wanted to ask one of my teachers some things, and I thought I heard she had commited a crime. The night went on and then the police showed up again (I had this feeling that my teacher was trying to escape the police) and the police said "Youre gonna have to come with me to jail until we have solved this". I can't remember what crime she had commited but it it was something really stupid like she had copied a book or something.
Then I had another dream where I went through a huge warehouse, dont remember why I walked in there but I (calmly) was looking for a way out until I got to the end where a clinic for anorexic people were, and even the staff there was super skinny. I asked one of them for the way out and she sounded angry but showed me. I asked her another question which I cant quite remember, maybe where a supermarket was, in which she just ignored me and walked away and i said "ok thanks :)" then turned around and said "fuck you" or something lol. Later went to a mall where I went shopping for clothes and several people commented on my outfit and said it was pretty.
I started talking to two people somehow and we talked about the gun law in the us for some reason and then we talked about adoption. One of the girls said "You know adoption has proved to be really successful" and handed me her phone with a video of a fish giving birth repeatedly, kind of like seahorses give birth but not as many. Then i watched the baby fish lie just lie there in some distant ocean. But it was supposed to be human.
Adoption in this world supposedly meant harvesting infants in the ocean, and growing then like plants, idk
There was a "debate" or I heard voices between a muslim and a christian. The muslim said that islam also covers the contents of christianity and the christian answered that no, it is christianity that covers islam. It was the right answer.
I saw a dream where my former dog had deep philosophical thoughts. Behind that fluffy exterior was quite angry man. We had lots of discussions.
My dog had dreadlocks.
Damn, Google searches shows that I have stepped into new agey realm. :shifty:
I was making a coffin. I think it was for my grandfather (who has been dead for a long time). It was something with the lid of the coffin. I covered it with something, like paper or some fabric.
I was a tourist in Germany. I came by train to a city, maybe it was Düsseldorff (just some name that popped up in my mlnd). I was in downtown and I was impressed by how compact the city was. Big buildings.
I walked through a park and there were lots of muslim immigrants. (as there is supposed to be in germany). But also germans in the park and they spoke german.
I wanted to go somewhere. To the left i saw an old castle on a hill. From there one could see the sea. I liked that idea.
As i started walking a woman went by and she said hello as if she knew me. Asked me something like what i have been doing lately. She looked asian. I was supposed to know her but i didnt. I didnt ask her who she was.
I walked towards the castle. The road was now in the countryside although still very near the city center. There were trees by the road. A guy on a bike passed by me from behind. I think he drove very fast. At some point i changed to walk on the other side of the road.
Dream ended i think it was the arm clock. Damn i would have liked to go to the castle.
I actually had an interesting one a couple of days ago. I dreamt that I expressed anger way more than ever in my life. Sure I can rage but this wasn't simply rage, I was just expressive more with it than ever in some way. Because of the things I said or more like, how I said them. It was kind of ugly emotionally. The people there were not people from actual life as far as I can remember. It was like 5-10 strangers from the street. On a bus in the woods or I got to the bus only after that...?Quote:
Originally Posted by wasp
Then today I realize I'm still very angry at someone. I felt this before a couple weeks ago and yeah it was the most extreme ever anger but I thought it was gone. I didn't express it yet. And I still don't know how I'm going to make sure I don't actually do something truly crazy like never in my life to put closure on the issue and be able to move on.
(Noo, not talking about murdering anyone)
I dreamt that I was back in Physical Optics lab at the University with my old professor. We were doing a thought experiment to predict what happens to a random beam of light when it passes through a lens to focus on a pinhole. That part was easy. You get an Airy disk. But then a second pinhole was placed after the first at distance F, and another, and another, and the question was, What is the spatial profile of the beam that emerges from the last pinhole spatial filter?
My pre-mammalian, source-of-emotions lizard brain, from which all dreams are motivated, could not answer that question, and I woke up.
As I lay there in bed thinking about the dream, it occurred to me that what I am doing on the16types is analogous to those pinhole filters. Start with a random person and apply filters and see who emerges through each filter. How should the filters be defined? What kind of person should emerge? And what is the ultimate objective of filtering?
Awake, with the rational brain engaged, I realized that each pinhole performed a Fourier transform on the wavefront which hits it from the previous pinhole, and so the ultimate spatial profile depends on the wavelengths of available light and the characteristics of the pinhole filters. Which still might be analogous to filtering for a mate.
Today I dreamt that I found extra money in my pockets. I was very happy.
Don't let your memes be dreams.
I dreamt I was diagnosed as a diabetic... which made me deeply sad in the dream. Insulin didn't exist in it but I had to take pills a lot. Don't remember a lot besides it was really gloomy. But it was kind of enjoyable.
Interpretation is obviously that I feel restricted from the good in life. It's probably the most specific and straightforward symbolism I've ever had in my dreams.
Don't turn your dreams into memes.. :(Quote:
Originally Posted by Kakarot
I had a very vivid dream just now....
It started when I was at a cricket ground in the summer with my mother and grandmother. I must have been a child. We were buying lots of pizza and champagne. The pizza looked and tasted awesome. Anyway the assistant (who also seemed young) said something like "you're taking too much pizza, more than anyone else", in scolding voice. And I said "Why would you care, as long as you're selling it?" He/she looked at me very angrily.
The scene then dissolved into a supermarket which also functioned as a pizza place (selling the same pizza). I guess it was a few years later, maybe not quite present day. I was showing off some invention that enabled me to fly over the aisles because there was a girl I liked who was working there, and I started to go often and fly around to impress her, hitting on her. I said she beautiful often, that she was hot and sexy. However, one day she got up and made a speech denouncing me in public. She said I was arrogant, disgusting and gross, that she wasn't attracted to me at all and then she urged all the male workers in the shop to "teach me a lesson", and drive me out so "I knew what it was like to be one of us".
At the door I refused to leave, and dared them to try and remove me. That was when I saw a face I recognized, the assistant who'd been triggered by me years before. "Forced removal?" he asked the girl gleefully. "Yes" she said. He and the mob then all laid hands on me like rabid animals, hauled me outside and beat me up on the street. They hacked at the flying machine I made. People walked by, of course, but not one person stopped and tried to intervene. What I found most horrible was that the shop owner (the girl's father) looked on, scared for himself, even though he knew me from elsewhere and liked me.
I woke up shocked just half an hour ago.
Not sure what this means...
haunted by the specter of SJW like woah :lol: :lol:
iei had a dream that he woke up next to me and I had a huge scar on my face and he asked me about it and I was like "it's always been there, didn't you notice?"
does this mean he recently noticed something about me? I don't know what it would be, if that were the case.
Maybe it's about a past pain that's gone unacknowledged. It's likely related to identity because the scar covered the face. Does that work?Quote:
Originally Posted by lump
Did he finally notice that you're really Cuban and a powerful drug kingpin? IEI's have 1D Se and sometimes don't notice things in their environment.Quote:
Originally Posted by lump
Recurring dreams of fleshy pulsating vaginas.
The sky suddenly cracked next to a flock of clouds that somehow obscuring the Sun nearby and water gushed down through the cracks, only then I realized I am standing on a paper-thin earth, wobbly, right above the water. I drove away from the place with my family, and ended up on a small hut in the middle of vast streams of water, no lands, no cities, and seemed to be endless, blanketed only with the fabric of night sky full of stars also seemingly without an end. Before I realized I'm already in the middle of the streams, sitting, my lower half was inside the water, surrounded by layers of watery rocks, and I was looking at the sky, a few of planets were moving in a circle, in one direction.
It was such a bizarre dream. I tried to hypnosis myself to reenact the experience or simply to connect back to the story but in turn I just encountered a new dream full of mirrors in a path of ice
Wow I didn't know we have castles in Düsseldorf. For real.Quote:
Originally Posted by Tallmo
A woman dressed as a mermaid was flying on an elephant and almost landed on me...wtf!
I had like 20 dreams tonight but one of them I was staying at a hotel and to get to your hotel room you had to go to the top floor, go out the balcony and then climb in the outside of the building through all the balconies to get to your room and it was high like a sky scraper, i was scared to death and i was a total wimp about it, i stood in the bathroom and tried to collect myself to do it, i remembered in the dream i had done it before because i had stayed there several times, but this time i thought if i go down there id actually most likely die. I shouldve just gone and conquered my fear of dying
Another dream was that I went into one of my teachers house while they were out, and went into one of the guest bedrooms and stayed there (i didnt have a place to stay), and then they came home and I had to hide and I thought I was creepy as fuck, because if they found me it felt like it would be the end of the world how weird that would be.
Another one, I had with me a suitcase and several bags because I was going somewhere. I was sitting at an outside café in a big city in a populated area, in the middle of the walking street. There were tons of beggars and weird people coming to want money and other stuff and I shaked my head everytime as to say no. It was super hard to keep track of all of my things since I had so much stuff with me and there were people walking right behind me all the time. I realised after a while that my handbag had been stolen, which contained my wallet and my phone. I freaked out. After a while I found my phone lying on the ground near another table.
I had to restrict my credit card so I went to nearest bank. I took one of those paper notes with a number on it, when it was time to go you went out the building and to a nearby place which was like a military base, I ran there actually because I was in such hurry and it was raining, I didnt realise there were military there with huge guns so I almost ran past them but it was ok. The military thing was huge with different slots which you had to wait to pass, and you went there with a group of people. I cant really explain this. After passing I went into yet another building which was like a run down shabby hotel.
I fell asleep with minor anxiety so I knew I would have these kinds of dreams. They are a little unpleasant but I wouldnt call them nightmares.
Those were only three of your dreams. What about the other 17 :hello:Quote:
Originally Posted by maniac
Can't remember all of them, too much data. I'll only remember the last ones I had before waking up for the last time. I woke up alot so thats why I had so many dreams. Woke up feeling dead.Quote:
Originally Posted by Cuivienen
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare, came to mind.Quote:
Originally Posted by reverie
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vq4EEnYg540
That is all.
I was in a store like a cross between hobby lobby and walmart and the town flooded, and eventually the store flooded too, the water coursed through the store at about knee or thigh height. I went outside through the back of the store to get away from it and saw that the water was sweeping into street vents. I walked across the shipping/receiving alley onto the square of pavement with a small standalone veranda and a sidewalk, and saw that green gas was swimming out of the vents, some with plumes, some staying around ankle height. I saw a woman on the other side of the veranda, black hair, kind of above average intelligence, introverted but not especially self-aware, dressed in a dark blue pants suit..anyway, you probably know the type, they're in commercials and shit like that. So she yelled/commented at me to get away from the gas because it was poisonous, so I went around to her on the sidewalk. Then she said "they don't want you to know about this..they'll turn it out." Then the gas became shaded with an eeryish black/white light, think of highly contrasted noir settings. And it just looked like water vapor coming out of the ground, completely harmless. And so I remarked "Huh, so they really do do stuff like that, don't they?"
So I think this dream represents/is about me repressing interest in conspiracy theory videos on youtube.
I talk to my father. I never remember the conversations we have but we have a good time. He is in a good mood and I'm kinda relaxed...until his mood turns completely without warning. He stops talking and looks at me like an angry bull. I slowly turn around to not further anger him by too quick movements. Then I start running as fast as I can into an undefined dark emptiness. I don't know what happens if he catches me but what I feel is fear of death.
That dream happens once every few months.
Interesting. Sounds like my SLI ex's life. Makes me wonder if we are made, not born.Quote:
Originally Posted by Cosmic Teapot
I've read enough books about traumatized and troubled children to know that dreams like that are made. Not deliberately but we aren't born with dreams like that.Quote:
Originally Posted by Adam Strange
This night:
I'm meeting a woman or girlfriend. I travel to her by bus. There is something about the timing, arriving at the right time. When I am in the bus it is dark outside. I am a little ahead of time. When I get off the buss and start walking I look at my watch. 20 min to 4pm. Then I double check with my phone, it says 15:41. I think we were supposed to meet at 16:00. Then suddenly a small car pulls up on the sideway and I look inside. ( I notice that the car is small and that there is also a spare tyre in the car) It's her. I am in a good mood but she seems to be a little angry or in a bad mood. She also looks more tired than I expected. We exchange some words like, "Hi", and I think I try to cheer her up a little. (The focus in the dream is about meeting her at the right time)
The night before:
A flee market in India. It's dark. There are some things for sale, maybe souvenirs or valuable stuff. Trying to figure out the right price. I think I or someone is offering too much money.
I think these dreams say something about consciously trying to get the right connection to life. There is perhaps an over-achievement in this that is not giving optimal results. On the other hand, it's not doomed either.
I had a dream about hitta. I was in some group home institution with him and we shared a room. (No hitta I was not having sexual fantasies about you...)
Anyway he had very arrogant hitta-like eyes and a few of the other guys were wishing him well because he was going home on a home visit or something. So I think it was like some weird teenage version of hitta. Also, he was really skinny. Like way skinnier than he is now. And he had some weird redneck pony tail thing. I don't remember what was said to him specifically just like 'hey buddy take care out there' or something. "don't get into too much trouble" and he had this huge narcissistic smirk on his face.
I was kinda invisible in the dream, nobody was paying attention to me and I was mostly an observer but I was stuck there in the group home place and I felt horrible, I didn't want to be there and I just wanted to go out and have my freedom again. So the dream was mostly negative (as usual). But was it the worst dream ever? No, but it was pretty dark.
I’ve dreamt about being rejected romantically three nights in a row. It’s always by someone who I got rejected to a long time ago but I find it hard to let go still, and I don’t know why. And then today I also got rejected romantically by a friend in my dream.
I've often had dreams of men being not present ... like I go to a location where he should be but he doesn't show up, or I know where he is but I can't get there until after he's certainly gone. There is some variation of him being in a room / on a street and I am not allowed to go there until he has left. He knows I am coming maybe but he doesn't care.
If it's a recurring dream then it is certainly important. The man could be the masculine part of the personality that needs to be found and related to.Quote:
Originally Posted by lemontrees
Never had this dream before: I dreamt I looked up to the sky and I saw a still frame of Jesus lol. It was like only I could see it. I felt sort of like I was hallucinating. I showed my friend and asked if he could see anything and he said "a cop?" I was like eh no.
Deep within the abscesses of my mind, I withheld a single prophecy. It came in the form of a dream, split between the surface of the sands of time. He came to me, or maybe she, or maybe at me. But the point is... le monke
@maniac
WE WUZ DIVINITY AND SHEEET
I had a dream where I canoed (yes the boat like thing) down the road. Police stopped me. I said to him that I'm not threat to anyone and he let me go.
Kind of summary how I roll in my life.
Yesterday, an old friend came to visit and he asked me how my love life is going. I told him I'm entirely single now. He seemed disappointed.
Last night I woke inside a dream. Not to lucid dreaming, but to the dream.
"And I awoke and found me here on the cold hill's side." I lay amidst trees which blocked the view of the river, and a woman nearby cautioned me to be still and be quiet. The enemy were looking for movement, she said, and when they detected it, they would lob off mortars with shredding rounds. If you were within range of one when it exploded, the only things left were small lumps of flesh, which is what had happened to all of our companions. Bits of meat and clothes and shredded bark were scattered all about.
We lay there for a while, keeping still. I wondered what were the limits of the enemy's ability to detect movement, and thought of gradually testing them. Suddenly, my companion screamed and pointed at a long line of red ants coming toward us. She thought they were semi-sentient field detectors sent by the enemy, but I was closer to them and thought they were just ants.
And then I woke up again.
I had a dream that sometime in the future there was a particularly large quantity of beige and brown people cooperating for the purpose of their mutual benefit with the largest subsets of the aforementioned group taking priority weighted by various factors decided by the entire populace.
My recent dream was being caught in a large hanging cage with other people. I think it was located somewhere in an empty tower. Later in the following night I saw a scene of a restaurant where my grown-up self met my grandpa who passed away when I was 3 years old. I saw oil pantings of the ocean on the wall above him that I claimed I made myself.
HOW TO MAKE SENSE OF THAT!!
I can't really remember my specific dreams too well, especially lately, but there are some recurring themes to them. The main one is getting trapped inside places. Not so much small spaces, but mazes with tight walls. It could be just about anything, but it's usually inside the walls of my childhood home or other familiar places from when I was a kid, like my grandparents house.I imagine it's because my dad worked on the house a lot and I saw a lot of walls being torn up. And the attic was a creepy place I wasn't really allowed with nails sticking out and that cotton candy insulation and spider webs. The basement was another place I wasn't really allowed and was unfinished most of my childhood and when it was finally finished it became kind of my parents' secret hideout. And my grandparents house was kind of a mysterious place, somewhat creepy with lots of clocks and old things, right next to traintracks, and I found the sound of trains scary. They had an upstairs I was never allowed. It had creaky, narrow stairs leading up to it and the ceilings were really low and everything was kind of cramped. I went up there once and it was very interesting. Now I still dream about what else was up there that I didn't see.
Another theme is public restrooms. I'll dream that I'm wandering throughout an unusually large, dimly lit public restroom with dozens of stalls and lots of corners and hallways. Sometimes it's more of a locker room/bathroom. Usually I'm trying to do something in there I'm not supposed to, or feeling guilty or uncomfortable in some way. I'll see other people in there but they never acknowledge me and it seems like I'm avoiding them. This is also something I've been dreaming about for a very long time.
Something that kind of crosses both categories, I'll often dream of going into a stranger or distant acquaintance's house and snooping or wandering around, maybe getting lost, having that guilty feeling. Often also ends up in the bathroom or hiding from the owner. If the owner is there, we never speak, I don't seem to want them to know I'm there, or what I'm doing.
Maybe it's fairly literal. I am terrified of getting trapped in walls (not sure why this would ever happen...lol. I also get anxiety watching people climb through vents or sewer tunnels on tv.) and I can be very uneasy in public restrooms. I hate sharing a bathroom with my roommates too. I'm too worried someone will need it while I'm in there and I can't relax. lol Also I'm bad with directions and get lost easily. I'm better as an adult of course but as a child I would wander off a lot and get lost and terrified. And all my really recurring dreams have been more or less the same since childhood and I'm now 25.
I moved on by solving the issue. Didn't have a dream about solving it tho'... that was real life :)Quote:
Originally Posted by Myst
Okay so I dreamt I was dating Jordan Peterson. ;p
Around the end, we could only be together after we had died.
We had died (so he told me – I was unaware of it at first), and as ghosts we were walking up towards and into the sea, hand in hand, with other dead people (mostly kids) doing the same.
And it felt eternally peaceful and like our true lives were about to begin now.
Obviously this dream was about letting the old die, and starting something new without the fear of the unknown.
When Love is your Guidance, you shall find Peace. At least that's what the dream seems to say.
Freud would disagree, he he he. But seriously, maybe what you think makes more sense because it's your dream after all. And freud was largely discredited anyway, but I would agree with him now with his controversial interpretations.Quote:
Originally Posted by Olimpia
:Ni: thread IMO.
Haha how would you interpret it? According to Freud. ;)Quote:
Originally Posted by falsehope
That you are sexually attracted to him in similar way as you are to your father and that he reminds you of your father.Quote:
Originally Posted by Olimpia
Freud believed that most of the behaviour is related to sexuality as well that relations with parents are important. So that would be something like that. This is something which isn't believed today.
However Freud is still considered father of psychoanalysis as his theory of ego, super-ego and id still is useful today like in e.g. socionics. But nothing else really.
Dreams also are just places things and ideas youve seen and had throughout the day and they hold no inner meaning besides what your conscious awareness noticed.
!!! such a fkng weird thing happened
I had a weird dream last night, there was the bf of my sis (that I barely ever meet or dream about), planting flowers on the side of the road, and we fam were travelling next to him on a train, and tell him "jump in!", and he's like "no boys I have to work! still kilometers to go to water these flowers!". and ok... then in the dream the train crashed but my uncle was a bionic man and incredibly saved us... ok.. O_o
what happens today? the bf of my sis had a breakdown at work... and who brought him to the hospital?! my uncle! O_o outta nowhere... I was WTF, what was my dream even about... so werd!!!!!
two nights ago I had such an elaborate dream that when I woke up, I thought a week had passed, but I don't even remember the contents of the dream
When I'm stressed I get creepy/weird dreams, I dreamt that I walking home at night, then saw a very big black creature, its head was the moon, I kept thinking of any explanation of the appearence that creature, I couldn't find any except that it's the end of the world. I hurried home and told mom that it's the end of the world, that I saw a big weird creature outside, she looked at me with a very calm expression and told me that she knows and continued doing what she was doing. I was surprised by her calm reaction, then went and told the rest of my family and they responded with same reaction as if it was nothing important, then I woke up. And the most freakish thing to me is that in the same day, in the evening, my brother showed me a new anime opening that had the exact same black, big creature I saw in my dream that night.
Dream I had the other night: I couldn't sleep, there were bugs in my room and the rom was all wet. So I went to a different room to try to sleep. One of my exes kept sending me blue roses. My sister came in and we started fighting, she reached her arm out and broke her arm and started crying, then she cut one of her hands off.
This night: I was on the tram, and there was a bunch of people standing on the tracks because they didnt see or hear the trams and the tram driver just ran over anyone who was standing on the tracks because they had to. People died and I saw corpses.
I dreamt you could record your dreams as film. So I did and showed them to people, they freaked out. Accurate :P
Okay so I just dreamed about sleeping with a girl and tickling her.
I'm pretty sure this dream is telling me I need a girlfriend.
I saw a dream. It consisted mainly of abstract figures floating in space.
Within those figures there were attached some sort events and as it went on you could get hold on vague trajectory.
What makes it strange was that it included lots of vague sensory cues.
What's the meaning of this?
I only remember my dream when I'm depressed or stressed.. And it's a bad dream
When I'm mentally healthy i rarely remember my dream.
I sleep and wake up
Maybe the dream is the cure for the depression so that's why you remember it?Quote:
Originally Posted by idontgiveaf
@aster
My interpretation, take with 5 buckets of salt and hopefully I'm not being rude or presumptuous:
You want to get back in touch with lost pars of yourself, reconnect with things that matter to you and make you happy whether forgotten talents, dreams, or interests (your lost rooms of treasures.) Other people, family members have ideas of things that you might like, but while you appreciate the suggestions, none of them speak to your core, your true self. And there are some memories and situations that you'd rather avoid altogether (the dirty basement.) Trying to fit into other people's view of you, and their wants (their rooms, their house) makes you feel trapped (the tight staircase) and even your connection to your past (your grandma's old house) is tainted by the presence of all these others taking over the space and crowding in.
Ive also had dreams of finding new rooms. It was in the apartment were i lived as a child. I discovered a door and it lead to a new previously unknown room. It seemed to have been locked for decades. Nobody knew about it. So suddenly the apartment was much bigger than Id though. Weird that the room had been there all the time through my childhood without me knowing it.
I have a dream that I am reading a story about a girl who is "blessed" so that anyone will fall in (romantic) love with her. She is sick of it. The story says, "not all lovers are the right lovers" but I know it's actually trying to say something about duals. She finds some guy with whom she has a messy, unfulfilling relationship, but it's more "real".
The focus shifts to a theater. There are homeless in there, watching this story of this girl, and all of them are cartoon animals. The movie was produced by Weinstein Weinstein. As the movie becomes positive, the viewers start cheering. Then, giant, peaceful but menacing green hulks float into the theater, the implication is that they are there to take the homeless away.
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I have the keys to my ex's apartment; I stay there sometimes when I'm visiting that city and he's also not home. One night I let myself in. When I try to take a bath I find that all around the rim of the bathtub is graphic puke. He's been drinking and throwing up. So I take a hose to it. But just then I notice that there is a pile of blankets inside the tub and he is actually beneath them. He fell asleep there accidentally and now he's drowning. I shake him to get him to cough up the water. When he comes to, he starts shouting, "I wanted it to be too much."
I really like the idea of this. Thanks.Quote:
Originally Posted by lemontrees
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I came to a place were I was supposed to meet some "guests" or "new people". I greeted them and shook hands, then there were more of them and I stepped to the left to meet the next and the next and the next. There were lots of people for me to meet. Some were wearing a hat and I corrected them and made them remove the hat (etiquette?). All the "guests" formed an arch, it was like a part of a big circle. And I was moving from one to another, to the left.
I interpreted this dream right away.
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last night I dreamt that a girl convinced me I got her pregnant
but it wasn't until the end of the dream that I figured out it was impossible because I'm female
literally this meme
Last week's dream was with a couple small alligators that were trying to come up on a cruise where I was chilling; in the dream my mom told me they weren't around in the more shallow waters. One of them managed to get in and almost bit me. Then the other choppy bit I recall was a big black dog that put its jaws around my leg (it wouldn't bite if given the Cesar Millan treatment) while me and my mom were protecting what looked like a newborn chick in a fallen nest, the thing was still all fugly and slightly slimy from the egg. This biting stuff isn't pleasant.
So I finally dreamt about rape.
Kinda. :p
I was at some weird carnivalesque party for children and young teens (predominately women) with mental disabilities, in the garden of the mental institution. I thought about befriending one of those girls perhaps, but I did not want to get sucked into their world. Everyone happened to be dressed up clown-like but with big dresses, myself included. The girls had sad smiles. You can tell the depression in someone's face, even when they smile, their eyes are overcast and their lips are weak. Sad clowns. Anyhow...
So I sat down in their row, just listening and observing and softly smiling. Eventually a black guy in his early twenties who was dressed normally, besides me the oldest there, came up around me, started hurrying around me, swiftly. He seemed to be an ISFx E9 and part of the organization of the party. He walked around me, seemingly doing stuff, while having an eye on me. I do not remember the specifics, but at some point he started to become too intimate with me, he got into my personal space, touched me at my waist in a certain way and tried to proceed with physical escalation in a way that made me recoil. I tried to escape. I was struggling a bit. He did not use too much force with me, otherwise people would have noticed. But his touch was both gentle and firm – he would not let me go.
I woke up from having been unconscious. I was in a random room in a random old, vacant warehouse. A white guy with dark locks (similar to cuiv's hair, ha) stood right in front of my sight. He asked me how I felt etc. There were some other people in the background, it seemed busy here. They were handling some kind of equipment. I told them about what had happened to me. I was quite vocal about how much I wanted that guy to be found and caught, even though he hadn't actually raped me, but obviously attempted to do so. The white guy nodded, saying they had made a short film about my story. I looked around, saw the cameras, the lights, a screen. I felt relieved. I did not get raped, I was safe, and they were gonna find the guy. But then the white guy started grinning mischievously. Behind him, the same black guy from earlier appeared, and one other white blonde guy. They had it all set up. I was shocked. They walked up to me slowly, grinning, low key threatening but again not using actual force on me for some reason. I ran outside without them having touched me. I ran through the streets. Ironically it was a nice sunny day. The guys were somewhere behind me, chasing me, but not getting me.
@Olimpia
k the first part is your curious desires. the second part with the cameras is your desires/ needs to show everyone your desires, probs through the forum. the third part is the haha i bet thats how i will feel after i did it-> posted about it.
basically you want the strong man who will rape you gently, but he hasnt manifested yet in reality so thats why you run freely still. over all a positive dream because of the sunshine.
watch for this man in reality, the unconscious pull usually gets strongest several weeks-months before the actual event manifests.
@aster, you should write horror stories.
I'd really love to know what this dream might mean:
I was taking a bath in this old victorian looking bathtub with decorative silver faucet. But the water that was all dirty and muddy. So I thought I need to do this something about it, while I was standing there and the water started to reach my ankles. I don't why, but in that dream I decided to call my grandpa to take a look at the water, but that moment my mom came in the bathroom and she told me that granda won't come, because he died.
I had a dream I had a pet moose living in my house with me. He was taking up a lot of room but I felt sorry for him so I wouldn't get rid of him, and everyone kept complaing about him, about how dangerous and big he was, and I kept saying how happy he is, I can't make him leave. He followed me around everywhere and would lay right beside me.
Sounds to me like you desire support from your family against a problem which is small now, but threatens to engulf you.Quote:
Originally Posted by Owl
Was this moose wearing a wedding ring? :)Quote:
Originally Posted by aster
Some moose do that, you know.
Yeah, I agree with Adam. The dirty water in the bath tub to me symbolizes a mess you are in, or maybe feel inside of yourself. It seems you are reaching out for outside help to fix it but realize you are alone.Quote:
Originally Posted by Owl
lol @Adam Strange. I though of that, too :)
I had this really disturbing dream that consisted of someone carving up live puppies like it was a perfectly normal thing to do.
This morning I had a dream of hiding in this building, from something I don't remember what or what most of the dream was about. I do remember hiding behind this glass veranda at the entrance of the building, facing this pond in an urban area. I was afraid some kind of giant fish or sea creature would emerge from the pond, so I felt safe in this building. It was nightime, but there were no stars. If I remember there was a slight glimmer of artificial lights reflected in the surface of the pond, which was otherwise pitch black.
I just remember I was walking through these rooms in the building (later on) and Dwayne Johnson was in one of them. There was some fries and a hamburger there, too (the room was a kind of a kitchen?) big fries and small fries. I ate the small fries, they had no taste, and looked uncooked, then the big fries but not the hamburger as it had already been bitten by someone. Anyways, Dwayne Johnson was there, and I started speaking what I thought was Dutch to him, but upon waking I realize they were just made up words that sounded Dutch.
I had three dreams last night.
In the first one, I had gone over to a new GF’s apartment to pick her up. She invited me in, and while we were talking, her cat asked to go outside. When we opened the door to let it out, there was another cat waiting just outside the door. The two cats immediately attacked each other and rolled into a locked ball under a table.
In the second dream, my GF was an SEI who looked like Taylor Swift.
This was obviously one of those Chased-By-Monsters horror-dreams my subconscious devises to wake me up, which worked.
In the third dream, I was at my ex-wife’s place for some reason (to drop off misdirected mail or something) and she mentioned that she had a date that evening (which will never happen in real life - she will never share again).
But it made me think about why we had managed to marry in the first place. I had thought she was just amazing. Not 100% perfect, but very close, and she had thought I was passionate about my work and about her.
Which was true at the time. Lol.
I haven't remembered my dreams for a week or more, the moose one was the last one. That's usually a bad sign I'm not going into a deep sleep. Sometimes I only feel half asleep and feel like I'm thinking all night...I wake up at least 3 times a night usually.
The 'big fries' and 'small fries' in my dream. Dwayne Johnson is the 'big fry' and I am the 'small fry', muscle-wise. I think that's what that part means, especially when I spoke to him I was saying what I thought was Dutch for 'fries'.
Anyways, what it all means: I had been thinking about Dwayne Johnson recently (before the dream) and how he represented something I can't attain physique-wise because he does intense training and probably does roids too. The point is, I've been projecting my expectations too high, especially recently, and I think the dream is telling me, it's ok to be a small fry, at least compared to The Rock since most guys are anyways. So the last part of the dream is not about fitness per se, but about projecting my expectations too high.
ah, I've never been able to take naps. I can't sleep during the day at all. I've read most dreaming occurs in REM, and I don't feel like I get to that point a lot anymore. I'm a very light sleeper and almost anything will wake me up. I only dream when I go into a more deep sleep, which is rare anymore...I suppose there is just differences in people thoQuote:
Originally Posted by crAck
I did read an article abt that and can see what you're saying. I prob enter deep sleep and R.E.M. more than I realize I'm sure, but when I do wake during the night, I rarely remember any dreaming I've had. Maybe this is unusual. When I'm woken by the alarm or other people, I don't either, because I'm focused on the situation immediately at hand or usually in a hurry to get up and get ready and not about what I was dreaming of. It's usually when I have time to wake up on my own and reflect right after I've slept that I can remember. I didn't used to have as much stress and responsibilities and remembered my dreams much better then. Maybe this is unusual, idk. I wouldn't call it 'special', though, more like a pain. It might just be related to stress.
i had a dream i ate tostitos with salsa. i think someone was murdered but i don't remember because distracted by tostitos
i do remember thinking it was really dumb that we had several mini jars of salsa instead of just one big jar.
important news and events unfolding in your life but you need to organize it all better. the murder represents the uneasy urgency you are ignorning.Quote:
Originally Posted by wasp
dreamt of kissing this girl who had a beard, it was really beautiful, her lips soft
then my 90 years old granma (who's dead..) was pregnant and we didn't know who the father could be but I was reckoning how long she could still live to take care of a lil baby and I offered to raise him up myself
I don't normally remember dreams so the vivid nature of this one was weird and there's probably some pretty easy interpretation.
So I was in a coffee shop that I used to work in and as I walk to the bathroom, my high school best friend and her brother walk out in the other direction. We exchange an awkward hello but that's it. [Real life context: This is a friend who I'm not in contact with anymore because I kept having to call her up to arrange catch ups and I realised all the effort was all on my side so I decided to wait until she contacted me to meet up again and she never did - been 4-5 years since our last catch up] I go to the bathroom and one of my coworkers is there and she's dishing out sweets so I take one - and I realise that my friend's brother had had one in his hand as well. Almost immediately the room starts spinning and I realise the sweets are spiked and even though my orientation is completely off I run out to find my friend and her brother. Sure enough, she's crouching over him as he's freaking out on the floor, obviously also having a bad trip. I join them and start cradling him and talking him through it, telling him I'm experiencing the same thing and he isn't crazy. At this point he calms down and we all sit on the floor whilst I catch up with my friend. By the end of this, she's really thankful and calls up all my friends I've had throughout my life and they all come to a party to celebrate. The dream basically ends with people applauding me and fighting over who has been my friend the longest / who is my best friend (even though many of them are people I haven't spoken to in years).
So lost friends and rampant narcissism ~
Craving attention from people who have forgotten about me, maybe? Anxiety over the short lived nature of so many friendships?
I was was wondering about meaning behind a dream I had a few months ago. I was exhausted and I fell asleep. I slept like normal.. Before I woke up I was a male lion and there was a female lion licking the small of my back. I could smell myself as a lion and my temperature was hot. I felt adrenaline and as I lie there the female lion kept licking the small of my back. It was painful. It was like there was a dick on my back that had been used so many times it was bleeding and raw. She was licking it, but it hurt because of the hooks on her tongue, and the soreness of it.
It was nails on chalkboard like pain. That's the best I can describe it. I just lay there and let her.
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I don't remember dreams much lately and when I do dream I feel like they're mostly pretty straightforward. I dream about having conversations with people or being late for work, stuff like that. I have two main recurring themes that could be symbolic though.
1. Wandering throughout a very very large public restroom/locker room type of place and getting lost or constantly discovering new parts of the place. I usually see people in there but we never speak to each other or look at each other. And I never know why I'm there. And no one in there is changing or using the restroom usually. Just kinda hanging out not speaking or making eye contact. It's a bit creepy and uncomfortable.
2. Exploring an old house, usually a house that I am kinda familiar with but never got to see all of it. I usually end up trapped in the walls.
I had a pretty cool dream last night. I went camping with my boyfriend somewhere in the woods with a group of other people. We ran out of food, so we decided to go to the nearest town and buy some junk food and beer. There was a guy with a truck who offered us to take us downtown and told us, he was also missing a friend and he needs to find him, he thought he might've gone to the town as well.
We did some shopping and on our road back the driver became kind of weird. He told us he saw a ghost of a woman in front of the car on the road. Nobody really believed him and all of sudden there was a man on the road hitch-hiking. I thought it was that friend of his, but it turned out it was some random guy from the camp, so we took him with us.
We asked him about the driver's missing friend and he said that there's a pub near, (a pub in the middle of the woods) and that we should go ask there. The 4 us got out of the car and entered the pub. There was this big fat bold guy looking kinda' pissed behind serving beer, I went to him and asked about the missing friend. He said, he didn't see anything, but we should ask the ghosts. The bartender explained to us, that every person leaves his ghost at every place he visits.
I got approached by two blonde twin, they told me they are all ghosts of a woman who comes here really often, that's why it's two of them. The ghosts of their kind have a very short time to live, and only stay at the place for an hour. They apparently knew where the guy had gone, and agreed to show me, but we had to hurry to find him in an hour before they disappear.
And then I woke up.
Another one from my episode of weird dreams:
I was a in a hotel room taking a shower, when suddenly a woman stepped in. It wasn't weird, her being there even though I didn't know the woman at all. She pulled out a rope made from torn plastic bags and tied it on a ceiling. In that dream I thought she was just being a big attention whore and that there was no way the rope could ever hold her weight. She wanted to hang her self, but the plastic begs torn and she was lying on the ground.
She left the room and came back with a really weird machine. She plugged it into a socket, sat down in front of a TV watching something lame and injected a needle from that machine into her vein. She told me that it's full of a human blood type A. Injected blood type A into her body would potentially kill her. I told her, she's just messing around and that she wouldn't do it.
Shortly after the wrong blood type went through her vien, she had something like an epilepsy attack and I actually got worried. I told her to stop, but it was too late and I couldn't save her.
Injecting a wrong type of blood into your body is really a weird way of dying, not sure how my mind came up with the idea really and I definitely have no idea what the hack it could actually mean and why I was so cold about the woman attempting suicide.
It was a nightmare, and I don't remember much of it, but i was with a woman in a nightgown and her stomach kept exploding, shooting her guts everywhere, and a bunch of (birds? bats? bugs?) would fly out.
Maybe it's just because ive had a stomach ache
I had two fairly common themed dreams in a row a few days ago. One was another expanding house dream where I kept finding rooms I forgot about, and the second I haven't had in a while. I was driving and went to brake, and the brakes wouldn't work. My kids were in the backseat. My whole dream I was trying to figure out how to slow down the momentum of the car so if we did crash, we wouldn't die. My emergency brake was also not working. I kept telling everyone to make sure their seat belts were on, and I read once that if they relaxed their bodies they were less likely to be injured. I finally got the car stopped at a restaurant and was waiting outside in the dark. A very friendly and outgoing waitress came up to me and started talking. At first I thought she was annoying and then I started to like her. Somehow my 6 year old and I ended up in the car again. She was driving and went up to 60mph, with the brakes still not working and I somehow got behind the wheel. We were on the interstate at first, but the surroundings kept shifting. I kept dodging cars going too slow, hoping to god we wouldn't be going down hill...but I can't remember anymore... I think I woke up and then started remembering the time I was in college and my brakes really did go out. That was scary, but luckily I was on a not very busy flat country road with few stop signs!
I think the first dream was because I'm facing some changes in my life and we are potentially moving. The second dream I think also has to do with these changes, but I feel out of control a bit, and my kids in the backseat, I'm trying to control it all, even how we could crash. Because I'm a control freak. lol
dream note to self: if you see a giant spider with red marks run up the wall and hang from the ceiling, do NOT walk underneath it
I was locked up alone in a grocery store and then an otter appeared soon after there was a beaver. Then I looked outside and realized that a huge robot was terrorising the area. Soon I was in a forest and saw a pine cone running at first it looked like a mammal but soon it turned out to be a lizard. I thought it would be scared of me but it followed me soon there was another one following me. I got scared.
Bad, violent nightmares again.