Originally Posted by
Gilly
<3 I totally feel for you here. I frequently and drastically oscillate between thinking that I am the consummation of all positive traits of humanity, and feeling like I have absolutely nothing compared to the rest of the world. The worst is when I'm at or near a college party; it's like seeing these people through a veil, these foreign celestial beings who have superpowers of socializing and self-acceptance, who cavort and fuck around and have a grand ole time, while I sit, behind the curtains, wishing I could be that carefree and escape my own self-absorption for long enough to feel that true Bacchanalian release.