Urh, what? Personality gone KABOOM.
Does anyone ever feel insecure and then blank on things to say, or find it hard to connect with people you are compatible with?
Recently, the past year or so, I have found it hard to open up around people, it's like I feel I am fabricated or like the zest has been pulled out of me, and I don't feel free, it's 'ok' with some people, I mean I can talk to them (but it still feels forced, I feel unreal - I am not being fake, I just feel suppressed, like I can't be myself, like I have lost myself). But then I feel like *AH* :oops:, around my quadra, and I withdraw and only do things I know will lead to people accepting me, which is just asking questions and being polite and hardly any self-expression and there is no being a typical silly, playful IEI (like the old days!). It's like this with all my friends.
Do any IEIs relate to this? Or can anyone see why this is happening?
I think this post is kind of dumb, the whole thing is, I would just appreciate it if anyone could help me understand this. What is going on lol? It's like my personality is evaporating, or being pushed inside, suffocating everything haha. I'm not generally depressed or anything, though sometimes I get pretty down over this shizz.
Thanks lol :oops::love: