Alrighty, peeps. Crunch time.
As Niff said, I have no problem throwing around whatever-language and symbols like :Ti:. How much of this is conditioning from school, I do not know. It also distresses me when people fail to present the reasoning behind statements, something creative :Ti: could probably fill in.
Markers for my English essays note that I seem to either be jumping around madly or not making a point at all.
1 point to IEI: poorly developed :Ti:, even though I keep using it. "Weak and valued".
(Although, I used to get a lot of crap for being "illogical" because apparently :Ne: is a language only 3% of the population speaks.)
(Sensitivity to process? :Ni:?)
I'm an excellent voice actor. I have a different voice for everything: my mother even noted how my accent started shifting into General American when I was explaining Model A and the IMs to her. That's my "explaining" voice. I also have a "Not being serious right now" voice. Etc, etc, etc... I wonder if I even have my own voice. Acting as well is something I do very easily, even if I find it more natural to do EP characters.
Draw: equal chance Mobilizing or Creative :Fe:, leaning towards Creative.
I find it distressing when people are not happy. I feel personally responsible for cheering them up, and moreso if I fail to.
Draw: equal chance Mobilizing or Creative :Fe: (Leaning towards Mobilizing, though, as I feel inept at influencing others' moods)
My mind's Big Picture is one where almost everything has some sort of significance. The weather when I wake up in the morning, what my friends do, etc, etc, etc.
If I look back, my past isn't drawn into clearly defined chapters at all. Everything's all linked up in an oceanic sort of way (even though I can see "this happened and then this happened and then this happened", it's a bit more squishy and less clear).
1 point to IEI: preference for dynamic :Ni: than static :Ne:, but able to use both equally. (Program :Ni:)
I want to be everyone's buddy.
Draw: PoLR :Fi: means being everyone's friend is a safe neutral ground where I don't have to deal with figuring out what they think about me; conversely creative :Fe: naturally wants to avoid Bad Emotions. (Or it could be the Asperger's talking (LATE WARNING!!!))
I hesitate to form opinions of people. And by hesitate, I mean avoid like the plague.
1 point to ILE: REEKS OF :Fi: PoLR.
So in summary: leaning towards ILE. The PoLR :Fi: is just too strong for me to be an IEI. ILEs are hardly deficient in :Ni: anyway, which seems to be the crux of my argument, set against the chief counter of "Your :Ti: is a load of shit, bro." My chronically undervalued :Ne: could just be diverting love and attention to the :Ni: though.
That, as far as I could gather, is :Ni: behaviour: pick a possibility, then bounce opposition off it until it dislodges. :Ne: is more into generating a massive fan of possibilities then winnowing them down, no? (Thanks for the winnowing analogy, strrrng!)
Should I explore some more interfunction interactions?
EDIT
Reading this post makes it sound like ILE's signature Thinking Aloud.

