Originally Posted by
Mimosa Pudica
I know this, but my perfectionism has been on Fi, not Ti. That's why I had such a hard time finding my Enneatype. The videos of other E1s were all so stiff. I'm less stiff and I have a house that can look like a mess. BUT, make no mistake, I have bent myself completely out of shape to please people and to make them feel good, at the risk of loosing myself. Always because of a fear that they would find me "bad". And the anger it built inside... Well, let's say reading the E1 description now, makes me relate 100%. I'm a dreamer and an idealist... I know I am E1. I just think my perfectionism went Fi instead of Ti, and that's why I still think IEE is right.