Te in ego & Religion/beliefs/spirituality
I am remembering Expat saying something like "If most people ever saw what goes on in the mind of a Te dominant, they might not be able to believe it" or something like that. (Please find the real quote).
As some of you may know, I have been looking at spirituality and religions for a while, and especially recently I've been looking at some things.
This thread is sort of a mixture of a number of questions and comments I have on the matter of religion/beliefs/spirituality.
First, do you know any Te-ego people who are very religious or spiritual? What are they like to you?
For myself, I have been investigating spirituality and religion for a while, but it still seems to remain entirely beyond my grasp. Being around more and more people over the last few years, and seeing those that are really "ethically skilled", it has made me realize how unskilled I am. I seem to be unable to "use ethics" properly. Maybe that's because it's not something you "use", I don't know. At any rate, religion/beliefs/spirituality remain elusive for me.
I am actually beginning to understand why there were things like "shamans" and designated religious people, because it seems so much easier for me to look to someone (whom I trust on these matters) for advice, rather than trying to figure anything out myself.
I haven't exactly "lost faith" in my ability to have faith or understand faith/spirituality/be religious, but I wonder if maybe it is just something I cannot be good at, or, something I should really just leave to other people. I wonder if this is one thing that I cannot cultivate much skill at, and should just sort of realize that it is simply not my forte.