My cat slept with me curled up under my covers all night. I hope your dog is feeling better. What are the names of your "doggies"?
I understand that. I really just feel awfully alone when I drink by myself. But then, none of my friends are up when I get off work. My kitten just came and crawled in my lap. She's the best. I bought her some toys tonight :3 I hope she likes them.
For once I feel really lonely. Oh alcohol, what you bring out in me I like to try to sleep on my day off. No one respects my sleep, however. I hope your day off was lovely.
I decided to get drunk after work. I'm feeling more huggy but feel as if I've really bothered you.
Thank you for obliging.
Yes, I want you to talk about you.
I know it is. My best friend lives with her boyfriend and they have a spare room. It would just mean listening to their fights and their fucking. And they fight a lot. But then my Freja would have another cat that likes to play to play with. I don't like their bathroom. They also don't like males or females coming over and it's not like I ever have company but if I wanted to, I wouldn't want them to have to go through their screening first. They're a really fucked up couple and have no trust with one another. Rightfully so as she cheated on him quite a bit when he was in jail. My personal opinion was for her to end their relationship, but then she knows I've felt this way for months. Whatever though. Not my life. Not my place, I'm not going to elaborate and point out obvious flaws and upset her. She'll figure it out herself eventually. I look so forward to non-existence. You do have an idea, you just don't want to talk about yourself.
It's okay, I just thought you didn't care. My mother doesn't want to see this man, he is insisting on coming though he has promised not to approach my mother or my family at all. This man has apparently told all of his friends and family that my brother is his child and has made them all watch his youtube videos and that sort of stuff. He doesn't have any children. I think he's reaching at straws because he is family oriented and he doesn't have much of one to give to. He's really well off and stuff and is quite involved in the music industry which is nice because my brother is really musically talented. I told my mom the only way to solve this is to get a paternity test, and no matter what the outcome, never tell my father. Ever. I'm a very selfless person. If I were going to kill myself, I would have shot myself in the head already. I wouldn't mind if something external killed me, it would take the burden and the wait and the weight off of me. If someone were going to Tbone me, it better be deadly or else I would be very upset. Life is such a tease. I hope you're well.
You told me once I could vent towards you, I hope you don't mind still.
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Darn Socks
Banned
Punk
End of the road