Originally Posted by
Adam Strange
Actually, this deserves a better answer.
I'm an LIE, and my parents are LSE (Kindred) and SLI (Supervisor), sister is LSE and LII, so I was immersed in Thinking culture. When I started dating, I fell in love with an LSI (Ti, Se, Ni, Fe), which I see as basically a thinking version of my dual ESI (Fi, Se, Ni, Te), but something was off, so I didn't marry her.
I did marry an SLI (same as my SLI father, but a Te-subtype, so more like a mirror, really). She wasn't that warm, but when you grow up in a Thinking environment, chilly is normal. Plus, we made a great team for accomplishing things. If there are long term effects from ITR, they are manifest in what you become used to.
The one thing I miss about my SLI ex is her Si, but I've since realized that I can hire that in the form of interior decorators, whom I don't have to live with.
I should add that I don't think I've lost my Role function of Fe. The last LSI was attracted to me precisely because she saw that I stepped up and helped out a person in a group who needed help but who was basically a stranger, when no one else would help them. The reason the relationship lasted a year was because I purposely worked on demonstrating Fe to her.
Studies show that identical twins, raised in radically different households, leave those households with the opinions and tastes of those households, but as time goes on, they gradually drift from those values and become more like each other, even to the point of working in similar jobs, living in houses that look alike, having wives who look alike, etc.
I have been doing a random walk since I left Deltaville. It is interesting to list the women I've dated, in MBTI terms.
ISTP (LSI)
ISTJ (SLI)
INFJ (IEI)
INFP (EII)
INTP (LII)
INTJ (ILI)
INFJ (IEI)
ISTP (LSI)
I could tell you the pluses and minuses of each type, as I see them, but what is relevant here is a sense of confusion, of not knowing instantly what I want, which I see as being a result of the strong alienation from my natural preferences which has been my environment for most of my life.
What I found with the last LSI is an incredible warmth and sense of belonging, mutual respect and affection, and an easy manner of interacting, which I attribute to her sharing two functions with my dual (and her being a terrific person). Unfortunately, her other two functions are those of my Extinguishment partner, so that part doesn't really work.
However, I think I'm getting closer to my goal of meeting my own needs, and not those of my parents. I think the process is slow but inevitable. ("About time, you moron", says Adam to himself.)