so, i am in a child psych class and lately the thought of babies has been on my mind whether i like it or not...for obvious reasons of course.
i have concluded for quite sometime that i do not want kids despite all of the things that one gets from having them (emotional, keep the blood line going, and so on)
some reasons:
i can't stay committed to anything for that long, i am all over the place in thoughts/emotions, i am inconsistent/hypocritical, i could not keep a consistent job especially when i hate it (it would kill me if i did it), and i look to the future and feel that what the "future holds" would not be a great place to raise a kid in....also, i would have to make the baby my whole life...perfectionistic (and this is an ideal, not usually an actual reality for most mothers)
i feel like this might be somewhat type related....yes/no, any thoughts?