I think that the discrepancies between the dichotomies of EII and my actual behavior were one of the main red flags that got me wondering, cuz Serious and Declaring don't really add up with my behavior. And as I realize now, there's no way I'm a rational, as per my irl personality, not sure how my persona looks online. I'm a socially exclusive person while still being cordial and giving compliments/asking questions if I feel that it'd help the social atmosphere, but when invested in a conversation there's always an emotional aspect needed, so I'd say that sounds much more emotivist. Dynamic, absolutely, the relationship prospects I'm scoping out right now really say it to me. And, well, anyone that lives with me would say I'm yielding haha. My career endeavors have been varying chain links based on the next step forward, but with varying desired endings, and as long as it works out in the end it'll be alright, sounds pretty Tactical to me, but that emptiness aspect of reaching an end, that part solidifies it for me. And I kind of hate it too. Never got confused about Positivist, so there's that. As for Result/Process, I need to actually do more productive things and monitor myself to know, we'll see when that happens hahaha. Buuuut a ton of my complaints at work have been in relation to the system not meeting the reality, and I've been prone to taking advantage of the reality that the "systems in place" that I deal with can and will be bent to the whims of those who can get away with it....myself included, so then I stopped complaining and just went with it. Quite a liberating revelation that was, honestly. Sounds Result-ish to me. And I do have an erratic nature to getting things done, I'm all over the damn place, and I think that suits Result, methinks?
I kinda see what you're saying, but probably not to the degree you're sensitive to it. I just know I'm Asking, so I'll play off that I guess. The excessive "yeahs" and "uh huh"s and "I gotcha", me trying to climb over others to interject with something potentially stupid because I think it's funny and I expect people to appreciate this innane fucking comment that I impulsively had to blurt out for its own sake, and general social impatience, yeah I think I can go off of everything else that isn't that to really spot how the dichotomy generally looks, hah. I mean, even in the forum, my statements have always had a latent offer to be replied to/questioned, so yah. And hey, thank you for putting everything in front of me like that, I know a lot of this may seem rhetorical and for its own sake, but it helps when others line up questions for me