So the guy stuck up for me in one thread and he's my dual now? Sounds silly to me but apparently people in the forum are beginning to think that.
I mean we obviously like each other so far but lol, if we interact more and more we might grow to dislike/be neutral with each other so you never know, I would obviously hope not lol I hate to be pessimistic but I also have to be realistic.
Anyways who do you think my dual on the forum is, I guess ... realistically? I don't know. I obviously click with some people more than others.
I feel sometimes I will only listen to advice if it's from certain people and a certain way, I guess this is human nature- but I thought the whole point of this was to try and understand people that kinda make you feel awkward about stuff.
Anyways I don't know if I like Gilly for socioincs reasons per se. I mean I just related a lot to him when he said that he had a feminist mom and an older sister and felt like he didn't quite fit in being a typical guy. I dunno. Plus lol I like his voice it is kinda sweet...
And yeah I'm being emo and over-idealizing my dual like a typical 20something, I promised myself I wouldn't do this lol but I can't help it , it's a normal psychological process that everybody goes through. MY LOVE IS PURE AND HOLY, DAMNIT.