Originally Posted by
Nico1e
So I'm head over heels in love with my mirror relation?
Why, do you think that's impossible? You can be head over heels in love with any type, even your conflictor, so why not your identical or mirror?
Do me a favor, type this excerpt:
....Everything I hear people say nowadays, I have heard a thousand times before. By now, I can't bother anymore, but it still hurts. It's pain that makes retreating the appealing thing to do. Still, there is the knowledge that I can't live without other people. I'm caught between a rock and a hard place. No way out.
This afternoon she called, out of the blue. I was on the tram and for a moment, time stood still. It felt like a number of vectors came together in on point in the Universe. Paradoxically too: as a statistical improbability that, because of that, became a necessity, or was I imagining that? We agreed to meet at 4.30 for a drink.
The first time I saw her I knew within five minutes I had a soul mate sitting opposite of me. One that did get me thinking about things. Today, on the terrace, it happened again. It overwhelmed me a little: I had anticipated some light conversation, but a few things she said made me want to go deeper. The impulse was dampened by the intimidating knowledge that not everyone appreciates that. So I held back. This is the day where I realize I have a wall surrounding me.
When I watched her from the tram stop crossing the square, I saw a woman disconnected from the rest of the world. She is so close, and yet so far away. I am this close, and still so out of reach.
She made my banks spill over with waterfalls of thoughts.